The Darkness Surrounds Me

Hello?

I don't know if anyone can see this, but I'm going to try and reach out anyways. My name is Azalea Lynn Marz, but I'm more commonly known as Azzie. I'm currently in seventh grade... I think I'm trapped.. I don't know where I am but it's really dark. The only light I can see is coming from my phone. It's also very quiet..

I'm not sure how I got here if I'm being honest. It's like I was in my room one second then blinked and I was here... where ever here is.. I'm not as scared as I thought I would be.. I almost feel.. Safe? I don't know. This probably doesn't make any sense but.. It's fine. Not like anyone will see this anyways.

I'm going to walk around, maybe I can find something? There can't be just darkness, right?

...

I've been walking around for about 30 minutes and I've found nothing. I'm trying to recall what happened before I got here, but nothing is coming to mind. I have been hearing faint voices coming from somewhere, but I can't tell from where or what they're saying. It's kinda creepy, not gonna lie, but as long as they stay distant I don't mind.

I'm gonna keep exploring. I'll update if I find anything.

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It has been an hour and a half now since I got here. I've somehow found a path. I've been following it for the past 15-20 minutes but there doesn't seem to be anything here. But this path has to lead to something, right?

I've always found comfort in the darkness. It's quiet and calm and no one can see me cry. I hate crying in front of people. It makes me feel weak. Mia taught me that. She taught me that crying means weakness. That I should only let those who are really close to me see it. Even then, I should try to avoid it as much as possible.

I don't think she's a very good friend.. But she's the only one I have. After the whole thing with Taja and Avon.. that's not important. The point is that Mia is all I really have left. She may not be the best person to call friend but

I still can't remember what happened before I got here. I don't know if I want to go back though.. There's not much to go back to.

Just: fake friends, stress, a broken home,chaos, and just plain hell.

I like it here.

I want to stay.

It's peaceful.

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