So I'm glad that Kochi and I have started talking again, but it's really hard to pick things back up after all the threats from her mother in the past. We could never wind up talking for longer than a week before I get a text at 1 in the morning saying that she hates me and she wishes I would die. (From her mom of course) She's trying so hard to be with me again, but all she talks about is how much she wishes for death. I don't know what to say to her anymore. I can't respond to her last message saying she loves me, because I don't know if I love her enough to go through hell again.
