Depression

The tears I shed 

Land on the papers you read

What is to come has not been said

I lay in my bed 

I'm going crazy out of my head

I'm rowing my boat down the river of sorrows and pain

I want to go back to the town where it all began

That's where I want it to end

My faith seems to come and go

How did my heart get so very cold

Everyday is another another step away

And no I'm not "Okay"

I try to walk away

I'm in so much pain

I'm not even sane

I'll never be the same