Home Sweet Home

Lost

       Alex walked down the road in the cold rainy night. He didn't care where he was going all he knew was he needed to walk. He grabbed his phone and put his headphones in. He put on some sad music to walk to. Thoughts swarmed his mind, blaming himself for what had happened, ways he could end himself. As tears rolled down his face even more he remembered his mother had just texted him hours before that phone call. He opened his messages and saw he had two missed messages from his mother. He stared at the unopened texts for a few minutes before opening them.
       "Alex, I left you some money on the table. Make sure you eat. I'm sorry for upsetting you earlier but I still love you. We all love you"
      " I also forgot Alex, don't forget to take your meds. They are still in the kitchen love you sweetie"
       He stoped walking as he read those texts as the tears started to blur his vision. He couldn't take it anymore and fell to the ground. He just laid there in a ball not caring he was getting soaked until he heard a familiar voice. "Alex?"
        Alex looked up to see a tall figure standing over him. The street light behind the man made it hard to see his face. The guy got closer and his face came more visible. It was his uncle James. "Uncle James?" Alex asked
        "What the hell are you doing out here?" James asked helping Alex up. Alex stood up and riped his arm out of his uncles grasp. "Come on let's get you home." James said as he lead Alex to his truck. Alex hoped in and waited for his uncle to get in.
       "Well are you gonna answer me?" His uncle asking again.
       "Doesn't matter..." Alex muttered while looking out the window.
       "Alex I heard what happened. If you need to talk I'm...."
        "I'm fine." cutting his uncle off.  James just kept quiet and drove Alex back home. When they got inside Alex ran straight to his bedroom. James stayed down stairs and went into the living room. He picked up the phone to call his wife. "Hey honey, I think it's best I stay here tonight." "He's not doing to well and I gotta help him get ready for tomorrow." Okay sweetie I love you."
He hung up the phone and took his coat off. He sat down to take his shoes off and laid on the couch.
        Alex got changed and went on his computer. He searched up ways to end yourself fast. He sat back in his chair and took out his phone. It was all wet from the rain so he took a towel and dried it off luckily it still worked. He went into his calendar on his phone and went to the 22nd of October, which was only a week away. On that day he put suicide which he planned will be his last day on this earth. He clicked his phone off and continued on his computer.