I feel LOST. I don't belong in this world. I want to be ALONE. Why can't you leave me alone? Don't PRETEND like you CARE. You say you do. Those are only WORDS. Words hurt. You tell me to try to accept your love. What you don't understand is I am TRYING everyday. I don't like PAIN. Did you think I do? I TRY to do better everyday. I need you to BELIEVE me. I try to build my confidence, I try to accept your LOVE. I try to stay STRONG. I am falling apart. I am TIRED of it. I want to DIE. I don't want your HELP. You wouldn't care if I died. You wouldn't even know. I HATE you. I HATE everyone. And everyone hates me. I don't deserve to live. All these years I have been HURT. No one cared. No one helped me. So why should you care? You don't. Stop LYING to me. Stop lying to yourself. I am unable to ACCEPT anyone anymore. Just leave me alone.
Please, let me HELP you. I CARE about you. I want you to be SAFE. I want you to be HAPPY. I need you to stay ALIVE. I am not lying. I don't want you to die. Please try to ACCEPT my words. Please try to accept my LOVE. I know it's hard. I understand what you've been through. The only thing you can do for me now is, stay alive. I need you with me. I don't HATE you. You know that. I BELIEVE you. I believe in you. I KNOW you're TRYING. You belong in this world. You are a GOOD person. I just need you to believe me, too. I just need you to trust me. I love you.
