Dear who ever cares,
Damn, you know how they say that things get better, and that tomorrow starts a new day. Well that's all bullshit. I've been eating for things to get better but they never do. Infact that get worse. You ever feel so empty That you could feel spiders crawling inside you. At least something feels comfortable in your body. Are you Civil War friends people who care for me but I messed that up to I cut them off because even I am scared of what I have become. I'm a whole new person that doesn't feel love or pain. I'm thinking about how I'm going to break the news to my parents, assuming they would miss me. I'm thinking about "My heart is so damn heavy. My head feels light as hell. My soul has finally left me. Leaving this empty shell. I think I'm slowly fading. Really, it's hard to tell. My spirit is quickly dying. This poem is my farewell." Idk it's kinda extra as hell, but then so was I sooooooo yea......
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