the only time I'm not is when I'm with you (caejose)

part one - lonely

It was just a normal summer afternoon except Joseph was hanging out at Caesars place "so what do you want to do" Caesar said with boredom " I don't know". They were both chillin in Caesars room bored out of they're minds. " Wanna watch a movie" said Joseph "Nah, there are no good ones anymore" "damn". They were still bored "so jojo, do you have a favorite song" " This isn't like you to be wanting to get to know me, is something wrong" Jojo said sorda confused " just answer the damn question" "well... um, I guess I like *random song and artist*" "cool" " what ab you Caesarino" said Joseph " um well, I guess I kinda like *random song and artist*" "that's nice". There was a long pause of awkwardness "this is awkward" said Joseph "yeah sorry" there was another awkward pause "well imma go" said Joseph" "oh um bye then, see you tomorrow" " see ya". Once jojo left Caesar felt an odd sense of loneliness he hadn't felt before, he decided to just ignore it and continued being bored. After a couple hours it was starting to get dark Caesar still had this odd sense of loneliness he didn't understand why though. He laid down on his bed and tried to get some sleep but the feeling in his stomach was keeping him up.

—several hours later—

It was now 2:46am Caesar was still awake the feeling was nagging at him, constantly getting worse and worse, he eventually gave up trying all together and just laid there and thought about it, he thought and thought about it until he inevitably fell asleep. When he woke he still had the feeling in his stomach so he decided to call Joseph and ask if he wanted to hang out, he came over at about 12pm but once he got there all his loneliness just drifted away, he didn't understand why though. They hung out for hours on end and by the time he left it was already 2:30am but once he closed the door the sense of loneliness came back almost instantaneously, he didn't like the feeling so as he did the other night he tried to sleep, but again his mind trailed of to why he had this feeling. It was at this moment he realized he missed jojo, and only jojo but he didn't understand why, why jojo, to be honest Caesar found him annoying but he just missed him so much, he always wanted to be with Joseph never leaving him. He had developed feelings for jojo.

Part one fin~
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thnx for reading this I'll try and update every Monday if I'm not too busy.❦