she doesn't know how to handle things
everything's spiraling out of control...
sometimes she can convince herself she's
not really alive...
maybe she's in a nightmare... ...
she just can't wake up?
you would never guess her secret
if you knew her
she hides it so well..
she seems so happy...
do you want to know the secret?
she cuts herself
she doesn't know why
and she doesn't understand why
she resolved to it but one thing she does know...
she can't stop
but why
when she feels out of control...
overwhelmed with emotion...
cutting helps her calm down and adele to think...
but at the same time...
when she feels so numb...
empty...
cutting helps her fell alive even for a minute
she didn't have an easy childhood
there were always augments...
always giving...
never receiving
and she never felt good enough...
...important enough
who would care if i self harm?
everyone's better off without me
that's what she told herself each day
she was everything she despised
sometimes she sit in her room crying...
a razor blade in her hands at the ready...
hearing the laughter from downstairs...
she'd never felt more alone...
and yet no one noticed?
she just wants a hug...
someone to love her
and tell her everything's going to be okay...
so why didn't they?
she wanted to kill her safe
tack pills
something
she was only 12
by the time
she was 13
..her body was covered in scars and cuts
she just wants love
she lied
just so she wouldn't see the tears of disappointment in their eyes
you mite now her
she mite be your best friend
...could be hiding is all under a smile
she needs someone
but it mite be to late
for her it is to late age
14
she is gone
dont let this go on
DU LIEST GERADE
POMES
PoesieThis is wear i put what i am going throw and what is on my mind so please be nice and PIZ VOTE