Red Roses in the Rain

Red Roses in the Rain: Pt. 2

Getting dressed, I didn't seem to notice the 2 dozen roses sitting on my bed-side table. Smiling, I picked them up and let their beautiful scent wash over me. After my parents died I have felt no feeling for love. Everything I loved had vanished right in front of me.

It was a sweet summer's day and we were on our way home from the lake. Driving down the gravel road, we were jamming out and singing along to Katy Perry, then my dad turned around to look at me and suddenly a semi came flying around the sharp corner with no intensions of stopping. If I hadn't destracted my dad, we could have moved in time. The semi came head on with us and sent our little car flying side-ways. I managed to lay on my side and put on the seat belt in the seat next to me (Driver's Ed got my brain thinkin') I tried to close my eyes when i saw my moms neck break in half and my dad fly out of the windshield. Now that I made the mistake of leaving my eyes open...the visions haunt me. I still have nightmares after a year and a half.

It's January now...the 16th... My 17th birthdday is in 11 days... Almost a legal adult. Kendra had pushed me into going to counseling/theraphy, but I wont. I can't. I'm not going to sit there and tell a stranger about my PERSONAL problems. Nope. Definately no. She stopped after I cussed her out. I just simply said "FUCK NO! YOU'RE NOT GOING TO FORCE ME TO GO TO SOME STUPID COUNSELOR TO TELL THEM ABOUT MY FUCKED UP LIFE AND ALL THEY'LL SIMPLY SAY IS "And how do you feel about that?!" NO!

She stopped after that. It's been 3 months since then but thats alright...

Without knowing what got time flying I looked at the clock and noticed I simply had 10 minutes to get dressed and apply force to my notted hair. I didn't really care what I wore anymore. Sweats and a hoodie would suit me fine. after getting dressed and taking my anger out on my hair, I heard a boney knock on the door and I ran down the stairs to the door. I pulled my hood up and opened the door.

"A hood...? Really...?" he said before stepping through the threshold.

"Well it's raining! I feel it'd be neccessary!" I said with an evil smirk sliding across the left side of my lips.

I could tell he wanted a good morning kiss, for the fact that he was eyeing my lips and smiling. I teased him a bit. I got right up next to his chest and tease him by lightly, VERY lightly, sliding my lips across his. When he was getting ready to lean in, I pulled back a bit and made up an excuse.

"I gotta go get my stuff."

Unaware that he was following me, I went up to my room to grab my school stuff. He grabbed my waist as I bent down to grab my bag.

"It's not nice to tease you know..." he said holding me from behind and sliding his teeth against the nape of my neck.

I closed my eyes as a sweet sensation ran through me. He wanted it, I could tell. He continued to tease me as his fingers ran underneath my shirt.

"You know... I'm not really in the mood for school." I said turning around to face him. i could give in, but teasing him again sounded more fun.

"We dont have to go." he said while a smirk ran across his face.

He pulled me closer and bent down and picked me up. i wrapped my legs around his waist as he layed me on the bed. I couldn't cave in. That would qualify me as what...easy? Nope. I'm not caving in after a week. Besides how do I know if hes not trying to get something out of me. I wasn't going to let him get to me THAT easily. So instead... I teased.

"You have GOT to stop teasing me like this Phaedra." He said while Pulling his lips apart and back together with mine

"Awweh but why?? It's so much fun!"

"Phaedra, I'm getting the hint that you don't want to do 'it' with me..."

"Well it's only been a week. How do I know if you not going to just bang me and leave?"