My heart's around your finger
The stitches torn and frayed
One right move, I'll come undone
Shatter, in this mess I've made
Oh, what an ugly place I'm in
And isn't it a comfort?
The old familiarity
Of having no control?
Head between my knees
Haven't I been here?
I can feel it your words
But nonetheless, I make believe
I know you'll laugh on through it,
A quick I'm sorry
And then maybe
A hug that cannot happen.
But you'll be wary of your words
And I'll be wary of my smiles
Dancing around my confessions
It's a game I hate to play.
Oh you know that I'll still speak
But every word that leaves my mouth
Will hang onto your hips
In breathless anticipation
Oh, what an ugly place I'm in
And isn't it a comfort?
The old familiarity
Of having no control?
I'm still shaking, there's no end
Haven't I been here?
I can feel it in my bones
But nonetheless, I make believe
Until one day you get sick
Of dragging my words around
And you'll sever my ties with
Your fumbling fingers
My lungs'll puncture
Inevitably quickly
And fill with the poison
Reality brings
What an ugly mess this is,
Staying alone is my precaution
Written screams give way to nothing
As your taunting memory fades
Wish away the past
'til someone catches my attention
And captures my affections
Renewed hearts breed old habits.
And old habits die hard.
YOU ARE READING
Stumbling
PoetryMaybe, if I close my eyes You'll redefine us I will be elated and Darling, you'll know.