Aoyama appreciation book(completed)

Yee

Yeah sorry I haven't been here recently, my grandfather died and The people I'm surrounded with are making me feel shitty,

My grandfather died on the 1st of January 2020, his funeral was on the 31st. He had been suffering for a while. But I'd never thought he'd die.

One of the constant thoughts I have of him, is one thing.

At least he got into 2020.

He died while my family were smiling and laughing. Unaware.

I have dyspraxia, that means i have poor co ordination and a bunch of other things. As well as a bad memory.

This is the one thing that hurts me most. I can't even remember my own grandfather's face. All it is too me is a blurred image.

I'm sorry I just needed to rant.