I'm burning.

Notes (random stuff I wrote)

Why am I so destructive, I'm just trying to be constructive, I can't seem to find the drive, but I've found a new way to be alive.

I just wanted to test the waters, see who you were, now I'm falling I'm falling, and I don't know who you were but I know who you are and I can see the scars, the scars of someone who wanted, to touch the stars but I can't see very far, now you want to die, and I might just crash my car, then I'm able to fly, fly with you. But I can't yet, people need me, and I need you, to stand next to me. To show me those scars so I know the way to our stars and the pain we'll go through, is insane, but we're true, I just want to be insane with you.

love you, D.

You don't love me, at least that you know of, and I guess he's above me, guess I'll never know love, but at least I can love you, and you don't have to love me back, I just wanna be true, and be above my lack, my lack of self-esteem and my tendency to blow steam, but you keep mending me, as I'm rending my bones clean, tearing myself, yet you still care for me, hurting myself hurting you, and I'm gonna be curt, I'll love my angel till I die, cause she saved me rescued from the darkness inside myself, and now I'm happy enough to just be on her shelf.