When everyone walks away I get inside the tent and I throw everything I see, I toss my clothes everywhere and I even break a little mirror I had in my bag. My hand bleeds but it doesn't hurt as much as my heart hurts right now, I don't understand how he found her necklace in my bag.
I didn't steal anything, yes I complimented her necklace but I didn't steal it. Why would I steal it? After tossing and breaking everything, I slowly sit in the corner and put my hands in my face, I just close my eyes and let the tears run down my cheeks. I sob, loudly. This is too much for me to handle, what did I do to deserve this? Why is this happening? I don't know who did this to me but.....It hit me, now I understand what's happening.
Selena warned me earlier and told me that I'll regret every second I spent with justin, now I do regret every second I spent with him. I shouldn't get close to him and I shouldn't spent a second with him. Since the start, I avoided him and I tried getting away from him but he has always been nice to me, he didn't do anything wrong and I found myself liking the time I spend with him.
But now I'll never talk to him, I'll never be near him and I'll never think about him. It's hard not to think about him because he always helps me and makes me smile but I'm done with all the problems, I'm done with everyone trying to make me look bad. All this happened because I got close to him, he's a good guy but being near him is like being near a fire. I don't know why but I think about him all the time and when I see him with Selena I feel wight in my chest, I feel that something is happening inside me, something I don't like.
I don't know what's happening to me but all I know is that I have to stay away from him if I want to continue this comp without problems. I know that I should've stand for myself and defend myself since Amanda started bullying me but when you're alone, when you don't have someone who can always have your back you can't defend yourself. No matter how much you try to seem strong, inside you, you will always feel like you're weak. You'll feel like you have no power, you'll feel like you're a broken glass and that's what's happening to me.
"Molloy" a familiar voice makes me stop sobbing and when I look at the direction of the voice, I see Sam. Without saying anything, I run and throw myself in her arms "oh my...what happened? Who did this" she asks as she hugs me tighter "Molloy are you okay?"
"No..I'm not okay" I almost whisper as slowly I pull back "I'm not okay...I just can't do this anymore" I start sobbing again and she doesn't say anything, she waits for me to calm down and when I do, I tell her everything thing happened. "I will fucking kill them" she stands up but I hold her hand to stop her "don't do something you will regret...nobody is going to believe me" I tell her
"your hand is bleeding, you destroyed the tent I'm not surprised" she says when she notices how bad my hand is bleeding. "I'll take you to the house" she helps me to stand up and when we get out everyone already left. In the car I just stay quiet and stare at the window, unlike when I'm usually in her car. I dance, talk and laugh but right now I can't, I don't feel good. I feel empty. Wait..how did she come?
"How did you come?" I ask her
"he called me"
"who?" She isn't talking about justin right?
"Justin...he said you needed me and I came" I don't say anything, I don't want to think about anything and I just want my head to be empty and to stop thinking about him. But for some reason, I can't. When we arrive the house I open the door to leave but she stops me by pulling my shirt "What's going to happen?" She asks and she looks worried "I'll take to the manager...I don't know if I will stay" I start crying and she pulls me for a tight hug "everything is going to be okay, just tell him the truth" she says as I pull back "thanks..I'll call you" I tell her before getting out.
When I make sure that she left, I make my way to the room I share with Amanda and when I get there, I find justin not Amanda. "You shouldn't do that" justin says when I close the door, so he thinks I stole her money?. How could he? I thought he believed me, I thought he trusted me. "Get out" I open the door
"what? Why did..."
"justin...get out" I yell this time and he finally gets out. I sit in my bed crying, I feel like I'm so lonely right now, why does it hurt me so much when he doesn't believe me? Why do I care so much about what he thinks of me? A knock on the door pulls me away from my thoughts. I wip all the tears and when I open the door I see a man, he looks around 38 and he's muscular, brown hair and green eyes.
"Are you Molly Malik?" He asks and I nodd "I'm the manager of this comp, we need to talk" he leads me to his office and when I sit down, I feel like this is the last day for me in this comp.
"So I heard what you tweeted about justin but that's not my business" he's serious "what you did to Selena is my business..you can't steal anything from the judges or people in this comp" he stands up "you should thank Selena for not calling the police and listen...if you do one more thing, I will simply laminate you" he finishe talking and now it's my turn to talk
"I didn't steal anything and I don't know how they found her things in my bag" I hope he believes me "how can I believe you? do you have someone who can support what you're saying?" He asks. Sam wasn't even there so she can't help me, justin doesn't believe me so he can't help me too but wait...Armand can help me. I was with her after fishing.
"Your daughter...I mean Amanda" I say and he looks confused "I was with her...you can ask her" he calls her and when she comes to the office, she says the opposite thing, she lies "I wasn't with her, what is she talking about?" Her lie makes me feel pain in my chest, how could someone be so mean and awful? After throwing lies she leaves me alone in the office with her father, the manager.
"Lying won't help you" he says
"but I'm not ly.." I try to explain
"Molloy, if you make one more mistake you will leave the comp" when he says that, I get up and try not to slam the door behind me.
This is the second chapter I updated today, I'm sooooo tired and I think I'll hurt my eyes if I keep updating twice a day....but please comment with your openion because after all this work, not getting comments and votes makes me so sad.
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Lesbian (Justin Bieber)
FanfictionThere's a competition called The House and in this house a lot of hate goes on, a lot of people hate each other and a lot of feelings grow. feelings that might die because of Lesbian. read to know what I'm talking about.
