A ROAD TO LOVE

III. Text Message

"Yeah, I know. It's just that...". I did not continue to say what's on my mind dahil baka maoffend ko sya.

"I'll try my best to completely trust you as you do to me... pero ang hirap kasi." Sabi ko habang sinisiksik ko ang aking mukha sa kanyang dibdib dahil unti-unti na palang tumutulo ang aking mga luha na di ko namamalayan.

He tenderly caressed my face as he slowly meet my eyes. Parang nahihirapan sya sa sitwasyon namin dahil nga magkalayo kami at yun din ang rason kung bakit di ko maibigay ang kanyang nais. Bumuntong hininga sya nang malalim sabay yakap sa akin. Unti-unti akong huminahon at unti-unti'y nilamon na ng kadiliman ang aking isipan.

Kinaumagahan, nagising ako dahil sa mga bulong na aking naririnig. Agad akong pumanaog sa ibaba at nakita ko si Auntie Lira, tiyahin ni Cedrick na kasa-kasama nila sa Maynila. Di ako makatingin nang diretso sa kanya dahil ako'y nahihiya. Narinig ko kasi ang kanilang pag-uusap kanina. Sinabi lang naman ni Auntie Lira na dapat daw pakasal na kami dahil nasa tamang edad na daw kaysa sa "nagbabahay-bahayan" pa muna.

"Paano kung mabuntis mo si Reign? Buti sana kung hindi kayo mga propesyonal. Ano na lang ang sasabihin ng mama ni Reign? Isipin nyo ha, dun din naman kayo pupunta, bakit nyo pa patatagalin?" Mahabang sermon ng kaniyang tiyahin.
I just nod and smile at her. But deep inside me, is a puzzle why Cedrick did not ever proposed marriage instead, he wants to have a baby. There and then, I walked p through them to take my morning bath because we had planned last night that we'll watch a movie today.
After taking a bath, I saw her Aunt preparing our breakfast.

"Breakfast is ready Reign, lets eat."
"Yes, Tita I'll just change my clothes." Wika ko sabay marahan na tumalikod sa kanila.

Cedrick chose Judy Ann and Piolo Pascual's movie. It was a love story. Wala ang aking atensyon sa aming pinapanood dahil sa kamay ni Cedrick na humahaplos sa aking baywang. Unti-unting pumalibot ang isang kamay nya habang ang isa naman ay minamasahe ang aking dibdib.
"You like it?" he asked. I just nod because I feel already wet down my folds. He continued massaging my breast whilenhis thumb tenderly molding my nipple. I hold my breath and moaned softly. He kissed me hard then, suddenly I saw Aunt Lira's face on my mind.

Then, its like magic. I immediately pull Cedrick's hand and embraced him tighter sabay subsob ng aking mukha sa kaniyang dibdib.

"Tama na. Magagalit si Tita Lira." Nanghihinang sabi ko dahil sa totoo lang ay darang na darang na ako sa pinaggagawa namin.

"Si Tita Lira pa talaga ang inisip mo ha. What about us? We're both consenting adults here, Reign. We're not child anymore!" padaskol na sabi ni Cedrick. Umusod sya nang konti sa akin palayo.

Mayamaya ay narealize din siguro nya na mali ang aming ginawa. "I'm sorry. I just cannot stop doing this things to you. I love you so much, Love. I think, I cannot handle my feelings for you anymore especially, next day uuwi ka na naman sa probinsya. Let's enjoy this moment. Pwede bang dumito ka muna?" hiling sa akin ni Cedrick habang yakap niya ako.

Imbes kinabukasan ay pauwi na sana ako pero dahil sa pakiusap niya sa akin ay pinagbigyan ko siya.

We spent the next day by watching TV together while lying on the sofa bed. We talked on random things like our worked and he injected that we should have a joint account in order to prepare for our grand wedding and for our future, as he says.

Cedrick gave me his ATM card but I refused. He said that the wife should be the one to budget for he family.

"We're not married yet." I said. Pakasal muna tayo then that's the time, I'll be the one to take charge of everything especially on family planning and budget management".

"Ano ba yan? Ang layo na ng napag-usapan natin" sabi ko sabay tayo pero sumubsob ako sa dibdib ni Cedrick dahil sa malakas na paghila niya sa akin.

Dahan-dahan niya akong hinalikan sa noo pababa sa pisngi hanggang sa namalayan ko na lang na tinanggal na nya ang aking bra.

I moaned when he gently cupped my breast and took away my blouse.
"Please Reign, I cannot hold it anymore. Please, Love, just trust me okey. I will not break my promise to you".

I closed my eyes as he fondle my breast and licked the other. I softly moaned when I felt something on my folds.

Pababa ng pababa ang halik ni Cedrick hanggang sa pinaghiwalay nya ang aking binti. I automatically respond to close but when I saw Cedrick's face, I just opened it wider for him. Doon ko namalayan ang lamig ng marmol dahil nasa sahig na pala kami.

Cedrick kissed me hard on my folds using his tounge while murmuring sweet words to me.

"I love you, Love! Please let me enter you."

Kumapit ako sa kaniyang batok nang biglang buhatin niya ako. We ended on our bed kissing and tasting each other.

I arched my back when Cedrick tasted my folds again. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako kakapit dahil ako'y nahihiya lalo na't siya ay nakatingin sa akin.

"Ohhhh, love. Please stop. You're making me... Oohhh, Cedrick, please".

"Please, what Love? You're so wet and sweet, Love. There's no turning back. I want you now" he said as he slowly crawl on top and penetrated me.

"Ouch! Sandali, ang sakit." Sabay tulak sa kaniyang dibdib.

Pero di sya tumigil bagkus hinalikan niya ako sa tainga.

"Bear with me, Love. The pain will subside in a minute."

"No! Ang sakit talaga, Love."

Tumigil sya pero nakabaon pa rin ang kaniyang ari sa akin. Maya-maya ay itinuloy niya.

" Let's finish, Love. I just so want you. I cannot stop it anymore". I moaned every now and then when he started to push and pull. I don't know what came over me when I reciprocated his kisses. Maybe because the situation needed it. Or maybe because I love him so much.

I clung to his back while he strongly pumped on me. Naririnig ko ang pagsasalpukan ng aming katawan which is new to me and I said to myself. "This is it. Ganito pala pag mahal mo. Ibibigay mo ang lahat-lahat".

"Hang on, Love. Malapit na ako" Cedrick said while thrusting in and out of my folds.

"Cedrick, Love please, harder Love". And closed my eyes and arched my back to meet his thrust till we reached our climax and both sated. "Hmmm, Shit! Ang sarap mo, Love. Thank you".

"Did you enjoy it? I hope so. Ang sarap mo, Love. Thank you for the gift. I love you!" Pagod na anas ni Cedrick sa akin habang nakabaon pa rin ang kaniyang ari sa akin.

Marahan niyang hinugot ang kaniya sabay yakap ako nang mahigpit and after that he kissed me and drag me to sleep.

When Cedrick fell asleep, I slowly crawl on bed not to wake him up and I went to the bathroom to wash.

I felt sore down my folds pero mas masakit pa pala nang pagpanhik ko ay namataan ko ang cellfone niya na umilaw.

"Jace, thank you sweetheart. Ingat ka lagi. I love you!" came from a certain Myra.