My Soulmate Can't See Me

Chapter 1 ... Are you listening?

Yoongi's POV
It's been 2weeks since I last felt my soulmate and I'm starting to get anxious and stressed out. Has something happened to her? Has she been hurt? Why isn't she humming or trying to communicate?

Today Im sat in my studio trying to finish a song for the new album and I can't keep my focus. The guys are starting to notice that something is wrong. I just can't keep my mind on anything but her.

I know this is normal behaviour for us as we are still searching for each other. Since feeling her presence for the first time when I was 18 and finally feeling the bond warm my chest, we have always went in and out of sensing each other but this is the longest I have went without feeling her with me in my minds eye.

4Hours later...
I still haven't got much of the song finished and decide Im just wasting looking at the wall, so I begin turning equipment off and get ready to leave. I'm just about to put my shoes on when I feel a little throbbing behind my right eye and it twitches.

I go to rub it when I finally hear a faint humming in my head and let out a breath I didn't know I needed. My shoulders relax and I slowly smile once I hear that she is humming along to music, it is one of our songs (I need U). Fitting. I need You too.

Y/N POV
I have been really anxious lately. I don't want to upset or involuntarily hurt my soulmate, I have been in hospital for the past 2weeks. Luckily for me I can tune him out or cut him off like a light switch. I figured out how to a long time ago. He can't seem to connect or feel me all that well, unless it's something really painfully or I get a burst of hope or happiness.

I've just had my fourth round of steroid injections in my right eye, to hopefully strengthen and help me see better out of the little vision I have left. You see I'm blind (get it.. you see) my humour is lost on you people... anyways after I got struck to the back of the head when I was little, falling out a tree. I lost all my sight in my left eye and most out of my right.

The doctors say Il never regain my sight and will loose all before I'm 30. A plus is.... well maybe? I have more than average hearing which with being almost completely blind makes my senses extremely overwhelming sometimes. Docs say I was born with synesthesia, which in normal people's terms means I can see flashes of light or "colour" when music is being played, giving me perfect pitch.

I grew up finding it hard and extremely unfair, always asking why? why was I able to have perfect pitch but not able to see anymore?
Now I've grown up and accepted it as it's just me.... I've come to terms with it, I was born this way and went through loosing my sight for a reason, I'm ok with it now.... my soulmate, hopefully he can SEE me better then I can hehe.

I am listening to one of my favourite idol groups BTS when I feel my chest fill with warmth and lightness, I realise my soulmate can hear me humming, I giggle and smile whilst walking home with me best friend guiding me, my guide dog and life partner Sooty. He is my guardian angel a Black Labrador and by god is he a protective ball of fluffiness.

We arrive home and I take off Sooty's harness so he can go and lay down. Poor fluffy pup.
I'm sitting on the sofa, when I sense my soulmate trying to connect with me through my mind and I feel it, it feels like he's just about to connect the pieces and open a door to me when it goes away again. Damn dude you nearly had it.!!

Feeling his disappointment. I start singing along to music and when I do I feel him stop what he's focused on and just listens to me. I try and express myself as much as I can through the songs I'm singing to by BTS. Hopefully he can understand what I'm trying to say. I love him very much and HOPEFULLY we can meet soon.

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