Ever since I was younger I've always, I dunno I guess you could say 'fancied' both genders, but I didn't want to admit it to myself. I feel like it's bc I live in a Christian household. I'm not saying Christians aren't accepting. It's just my mom was and still is a very strict 'bout stuff like that.
There was this one day me and my pal, Mikey, we're getting pretty personal. It got to the point where she asked if I thought of myself as LGBTQ. I didn't really know what to say. So I just said I never really thought about it yet. She appeared as if she was really delighted about that. Well, let's figure this out then. I didn't really want to but I knew I really needed the truth.
I honestly don't really wasn't too know. She seemed stunned I feel like it's best to discover yourself and your identity as soon as you can, why don't you want to? I simply just told her the truth. This is when I acknowledged the fact that you should never be ashamed of who you are.
Now in 7th grade, I identify as bi and I use male pronouns bc I prefer being called a boy and id rather be called shade for a more neutral terms. So I'm not trans I just use male pronouns and I prefer being addressed as shade.
