Depressed Izuku x Bakugou

Chapter 16

Pathetic

The voices are absolutely right. They dont want to talk to me. Why would they. A threw the note away and walked back to my bed. I sat down on the side of my bed and grabbed my phone. There weren't any new notifications like usual. "Heh....not surprised in the slightest." I said. I went to my messages and texted my mom.

"Goodmorning mom! I hope you're doing alright. Have a good day Mom!♡"

And I click the send button. I set my phone back down. It was quite. Everyone had left. The silence broke by the sound of my stomach growling. Even if I'm hungry, I cant eat. I refuse to eat. I walk out of my room and into the elevator and into the kitchen. I open the fridge and grab the water and a glass. I pored the water and take it back to my room. I'm alone. I have nothing to do.

(Big time skip by me because I dont know what to put right now)

Bakugou POV

Class ended and we were walking home. Everyone was talking to each other like everything was normal. I mean I guess Aizawa told us to act normal and put everything behind us...but how? How are we supposed to act like everything is back to normal. Before I know it, we are at the building. I walk to Izukus room imminently. I got to the second floor and walk to his room. I am standing at his door, hesitant to knock. I build up all my might and knock on his door. A couple seconds later, I see the small timid boy standing at the door looking at me. "Yes?" He asked me shakily. I start to cry. "K-kacchan!? Wh-what are y-you crying f-for?!" He asked me, clearly worried. I don't answer, but just hug him instead. I hold onto him tightly. "K-kacchan...?" He tries to speak but a voice came from down the hall. "I...Izuku?!" Icy hot gasped. He ran towards the two of us and looked at what was happening. He also started to cry. He joined the hug and Izuku said "YOU TO TODOROKI?!" He remembers us...."Midoriya....you...remember me right?" Asked Icy hot. Me and Half n half stopped hugging Izuku. He was just looking at both of us. "Yes...I have full memory of everyone and everything. I'm...back" That was izukus response. "Would you like to see everyone?" I asked him? His response made my heart skip a beat.."Wait...Kacchan....why are  you being so nice to me? This isn't like you!" I was shooken by what he had just said. "Because...I just regret everything I've done...I want to change
..I really do Izuku..." Half n Half and Izuku were looking at me shocked. "You promise you wont hurt me anymore?" Asked Izuku, breaking the silence. I looked up at him with years welling in my eyes. "Izuku......I promise" We all hugged for a minute or two but then I asked again if Izuku wanted to see the others. He just looked at the ground but then agreed. We all walked to the elevator and pressed the floor to the common area. When the elevator doors opened, I was nervous that Izuku would be scared to see everyone, but I was wrong. I ran out of the elevators and jumped over the couch toppled onto Pink cheeks.

Izuku's POV

The elevator doors were about to open. I need to put on a happy, energetic act so no body will suspect anything. The elevator opens and a run out and see Uruaka. I jump over the couch and land on her lap and "smile". But I have to be honest, the look on her face sure was priceless. "DEKU?!" She yells in excitement. She wraps her arms around me and hugs me. I hear a bunch of people in the kitchen saying my name. "MIDORIYA?!" "IZUKU???" "IZUKUS BACKKKK!" Everyone ran to me and hugged me as well. Some were even crying. "G-guys?! What are you crying for?" I say while fake giggling. Holy shit this exhausting. I just want to go back to my room and be alone. But for now, I just have to go along with it. "Did you guys see the way Deku jumped over the couch and landed on my lap?! That was such a cool entrance!" Uruaka exclaimed. "Heck ya! That was awesome!" Hagakura said. If I'm being honest, I am glad that I have my memory back. But that doesnt mean I'm glad to be here. I want to stay in my room and curl up in a ball and cry. But nope. That's not what I get. Then I heard louder voice say "Alright Alright that's enough!" I turned around and saw Kacchan and todoroki walking towards everyone and me. The class stopped hugging me and we all sat down on the couch. There was silence until Kaminari broke the silence. "Ok ok come on guys! No need to be so depressing! Midoriyas back! Let's have some fun! Here. How about we have a class sleepover in the common area tonight as a celebration for Midoriya being back? We can have snacks,  movies, games and just have a fun, chill night. Sound good?" Sure, Kaminari was a but dumb at time but boy did he know how to lighten the mood. He also had pretty good ideas and could calm people down most of the time. I mean...at least that goes for everyone else. I didnt want to do that. Why would I? I could barely look someone in the eyes for more then a second because I'm nervous that they would judge my face and point out all my insecurities! Even if I felt this way and I dreaded the thought of spending time with people, I had to say yes. What was I supposed to say? "Hey guys. Sorry but I'm not going to join you because I am depressed and want to kill myself and I rather be in my room crying and cutting. Oh yeah! And I also hate socializing and I know you guys want me dead anyways so have a good night. Bye!" Yeah no. "Heck ya dude!" "I'm in!" "Of course!" Everyone was agreeing and smiling with each other. "Izuku?....Izuku!?...IZU- " I jolted my head up. Kacchan finally  got my attentio. "S-sorry! Yeah I'll g-go! D-Definitely." Everyone went back to talking and talking to each other about what movies they were gonna watch and what snacks they were going to bring and stuff like that. Exept for Kacchan, Todoroki, Uruaka, and Iida. The looked a bit worried. When I saw them staring at me, I did my signature fake smile. Even when I smiled, they still looked kinda worried. "Alright everyone! Go get you're the stuff that you want to bring from you're rooms that you want to bring it down here." Announced Kaminari. Everyone went to the elevator. We got in and I was squished and almost fell but I grabbed kacchans stomach to I wouldn't fall. I held on until we got off. I looked at him, anxious that he might be mad, but instead it looked like his face was as red as a tomato. "Ahem bakugou!!! Dont think I didnt see what just happend with Midoriya and you! He almost fell so he grabbed onto you and you started blus-" Kirishima was interrupted by an angry bakugou covering kirishimas mouth. "Dont you say another word or you're face is gonna have burns and scratches for weeks." And with that he walked to his room. "Hey kirishima. What was that all about?" I asked him. "Oh you'll find out soon enough." He said and walked off. I wonder what's hes talking about. I brushed it off and kept walking to my room. I grabbed a blanket, pillow, phone / phone charger, and a big hoodie. I went back downstairs with my stuff and set it in a corner while the others were setting up a fort. When they finished, we but our stuff down and it looked something like this.