~Alone~

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~That same night~
Doyoung walked to the dorms and went straight to his room. He lays down and thinks about everything that happened. Jaehyun walked in and tells him the great news, he's dating Jess. Doyoung was happy for him but still looked upset. "What's wrong?" Jaehyun says to Doyoung. " Luna confessed her feelings and I don't want to hurt her, we're idols and we have such a busey schedule I won't be there for her, she might get hate from our fans." Doyoung says with one tear running down his face."Doyoung calm down it's okay, but you know none of that is true. I can tell she really likes you and I can see that you really like her." Jaehyun says looking at Doyoung. "I really like her Jaehyun but I'm scared, I already made her cry tonight I hurt her." Doyoung says. "What did you do?" Jaehyun says back to Doyoung with a worried face. " I told her I can't be with her, she tried hugging me but I moved her arms, Luna makes me do thing I would never do. I saw that she was crying I saw that she was hurt but I still walked away Jaehyun, I walked away." Doyoung says crying into Jaehyuns arms. "Why don't you text her and try to meet up and you can tell her everything you just told me, it's going to be okay." Jaehyun says patting Doyoungs back.
*Messege*
Doyoung- Luna I'm so sorry I said things I wish I didn't I truly like you Luna, I see a future with you. Please forgive me

-Lunas pov- (that same night)
Luna was walking home. She hears a voice "Hey Luna, I saw everything I'm so sorry" the voice says.
"Who's there?" Luna says back.
"Oh sorry it's me Mark, I was walking to the 24 hour market when I saw you too." Mark says walking up to Luna. As soon as Luna saw Mark she went in his arms and started crying. "Mark what do I do I feel so alone" she says crying. "Luna don't cry, any guy who makes you cry doesn't deserve you, and your not alone I'm here for you." Mark says in her ear. After Luna was done crying Mark walks Luna home she says bye to Mark and walks into her apartment. She lays down and starts crying again. Then she gets a message.
*Message*
Doyoung- Luna I'm so sorry I said things I wish I didn't I truly like you Luna, I see a future with you. Please forgive me
Read

Luna didn't respond to Doyoung she didn't want to she felt embarrassed. " What has my life become I'm crying over a guy, when I have been through so much more." Luna says to herself wiping her tears off her face.

-Lunas back secret back story-

Luna was 16 when she got her first boyfriend. There relationship was going good and she felt like she was going to marry this guy. When it hit there 1 year anniversary(she was now 17) she felt like it was time to tell her parents about him. Luna has really strict parents and they talked about an arranged marriage before so Luna could marry a rich guy. Once she told her parents they said it's either us or him. Luna loved her boyfriend at the time and she chose him. She moved in with him and they were happy, until one day Luna walked in on her boyfriend and another girl. She ran out of the house and got a text.
*Text*
?- I want your stuff out by tomorrow I'm done with you.
Luna- please don't do this to me you know my parents kicked me out, I thought you loved me.
?- I don't love you anymore, I can't be with you.
Luna- fine I'll get my stuff tomorrow morning.
?- I'll leave it out for you.

Luna didn't have a place to go, she tried calling her parents but never heard back. That night she didn't sleep. She went for her stuff and found her money she was saving up for college. She had to use it to find a small apartment so she wouldn't sleep on the streets. The next day she found an apartment and moved all her stuff in. Once she started living there she started getting morning sickness and pregnancy sickness. She took a test and found out she was pregnant. She went to her ex's apartment and told him about the baby and how he needed to help her at least with money, he didn't have to be in the baby's life but she needed help she could barley pay her rent. He refused and was about to shut the door on her face when Luna got on her knees and begged him to help her. He hit her in her stomach causing Luna to pass out. Her ex didn't want to be involved so he quickly shut the door and turned off his porch light. A near by neighbor saw Luna on the floor and took her to the hospital. When she woke up she was told she lost her baby and had a miscarriage. Luna couldn't stop crying. Luna became depressed and had no one to go to. She went to her apartment and never really left it. Until one day she realized she had to get her life together. She found a job and got enough money to pay for college. Luna still struggles with her depression and anxiety.
*back to the story*
Luna started remembering everything that happened when she was 17. She started crying and couldn't stop. To others Luna looked like this happy girl, but deep down her depression was eating her up and she couldn't handle it anymore. She only had one person she could trust at this moment and it was Mark. She quickly calls Marks and tells him everything.
*call*
Mark- Luna don't worry I'm here for you, as long as I'm with you, you don't have to worry about all that.
Luna- thank you Mark, but please don't tell anyone about everything I told you.
Mark- I understand and don't worry I won't, but please don't cry, whenever you cry I feel like crying.
Luna- Okay I'll try not to Mark.

Luna fell asleep on call with Mark. Mark didn't want to hang up so he fell asleep as well. "Don't worry Luna you don't have to feel alone when I'm here with you" Mark says as he falls asleep.

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