Authors note
Hi guys! I'm Madison. Jacy told you about me in the first chapter. Well were gonna be switching off chapters so I'm writhing this one. I hope you liked the first chapter!
~Madison.xx
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*HARRYS POV*
"I love you" I spit out at Louis. This larry stylinson crap is really getting to him. I rushed over after i saw his tweet.
"Larry stylinson is complete bullshit."
I hope he didn't mean it, I know he didn't mean it. Because, he loves me, and I love him. More than I probably should.
"Well I love you too haz, you're my best mate." Louis says staring at me right in my eyes. His blue orbs like the sea. Mysterious.
"You know I don't mean it that way, Louis." I say, fighting my tears to not start spilling from my face.
"Just don't.....say that Harry." He says, moving farther away from me than he already is. We have a meeting tomorrow with the modest, so that's why we're trying to work all this shit out. It's terrifying, because they might separate us more...than we already are. And it's like a living hell now. He's my best mate, maybe even more, I don't...I can't loose him.
"Louis don't push me away, please." I say reaching for his hand.
"Stop." He says harshly, before moving his hand away. I stop him before he starts to ramble on and on about how things are so complicated. I grab his hand, and his breath quickens.
"Don't shut me out Lou." I whisper moving closer. I feel weak, vulnerable, like I need him to love me back.
"What are you trying to say?" He asks quietly.
"You know. Do you really need me to say it?" I ask. He nods, slowly, avoiding my eye contact.
"Louis Tomlinson, I. Love. You. More than a friend. I always have, and I know you feel the same." I says truthfully. I look down at me, as if looking for some answer.
"Harry I don't think this will work out." He says staring at the ground.
"Please, don't say that..." I whisper.
"Just don't okay?" Louis says, releasing my hand.
"Please Lou, don't do this, I need you." I say, standing teary eyed. He turns away from me, I think he is crying.
"Harry I think you should just go." He says, his voice cracking.
"No....no,no,no Louis. I'm not leaving." I say, crying now. He bites his lips and turns.
"Don't fucking make this harder Harry!" He yells, now also crying. I don't move.
"I need you, and you need me. Stop hiding it." I say, now a little closer to him.
He's about to say something, but I cut him off by smashing my lips into his pink soft ones. It seems as if he can't help himself as he moves his lips against mine. I will remember this day.... October 9th....2012. I know this is the beginning of something, new, something amazing, something real.
I am woken up from my flashback by Louis sitting up quickly, I decide to pretend to still be asleep. I keep thinking about what we talked about. I want to come out to the world, but he doesn't. He says he doesn't want to be hated, and he doesn't want me to get hated it harassed. He says that's not living, it's surviving. Honestly though, I would much rather have everyone know I love Lou, than nobody at all. I mean, we can't even look at each other in public without some larry stylinson thing being posted somewhere on twitter or Instagram. And he is stuck with Eleanor, his "beard." He thinks I'm struggling with the idea of surviving, but I need him to know he is the only one doing that.
I'm scared though,
He's scared,
We're scared,
But this is still the beginning.
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Stone (l.s)
FanfictionHis eyes turn dark blue. Stone cold. "Lying is a sin," I say. "So is being with you." He says. Stone cold.
