*Jen*
Ang hirap bumitaw sa isang taong alam mong minahal mo ng lubos.
Pero mas mahirap kasi alam mong ikaw yung bumibitaw.
Bumibitaw ka kasi hindi mo na alam kung tama pa bang humawak sa isang relasyong alam mong pabagsak na.
O dapat bang pinaglaban mo kasi di pa naman bumabagsak eh, ikaw lang nagpabagsak.
Hello, ako si Jen, isang tangang babae na nawawala sa sarili. Di ko alam kung anong landas pa ba ang dapat kong sundin. Hindi niya maiintindihan, ayaw ko ring ijustify sa kanya kung bakit tatapusin ko yung relasyon namin. Hindi naman siya yung problema eh, kundi ako. Hindi naman sa may mahal na kong iba or may iba na kong kalandian. WALA. I just want to give time for myself, to be alone and find myself again. I cannot give myself to someone when I am not full.
However, I can't help but ask, is finding myself enough excuse to let go of the man I love? Although I admit, I don't love him like before. Hindi ko na siya ganon kamahal. At alam kong unfair yun sa kanya kasi minamahal niya ko ng buong buo and his a very understanding bf. Although he has his own flaws; however, it is a given. He's perfect though, perfectly imperfect.
He's an ideal man for many women, and I'm letting him go.
I really am a fool.
Signing off,
Jen
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