Complicated

I was nobody
Known by nobody
I have no talents
To show it within

I was born as a loner
Who soon has a lover
But let me alone in a corner
But gave me rain in a morning

Don't know how to play with toys
Not even solving such equations
I'm always lost and inside I'm in the grief
I don't know what to say, but I'm weak

I lost the war
Hung my head down
Lost many matches
Have various stitches

I am supposed to have various friends
But none of them had last longer
They just left me beside the trash
Like the whole friendship was a lie

And now, I wanna do something
But I can't do it
Things got complicated
'Coz of the past experiences

I'm too delicate to understand
I have a fragile heart that no one does
I don't even know myself despite what I have
But believe me, It's too complicated to understand