I'm brOKen

Chapter One

I wake up to a loud ringing in my ears, I realize it's just the alarm on my phone telling me I have to go to hell. I hate school. I get bullied for the stupidest things ever. I don't have friends. And I'm apparently the white or slut of the school. Just because I messed around with one guy doesn't mean I fucked him or the whole school. Like honestly people need to shut the fuck up sometimes. Ugh well now I'm running a little late.

I get up and get dressed. I am wearing a black shirt, black ripped jeans, with a few chains, a black belt, a black beanie, and black hightops. I'm an emo a goth. I know lame, right? Well it's my style so yeah that's about it.

I live with my dad because my mom left when I was 7. My dad usually comes home late drunk, and abusive. He basically takes his anger out on me. I just let him do it because I don't stand a chance against him. And I don't feel emotions that much anymore. Yeah I know I'm a pathetic little bitch. But I don't really care.

I have been depressed since I was born I guess. I don't consider myself a happy person, because I don't exactly have a happy life.

I quickly walk down the stairs, hopping not to see my dad. Unfortunately I didn't get lucky.

'get over here bitch' i walk over to him and immediately get slapped across the face. 'get on your knees whore' i get down on my knees. 'suck my dick, be Daddy's Little slut' I don't wanna get beat before I go to school so I do as told. I unbuckle and unzip his pants. Taking out his small dick. Ugh I hate this. I put it in my mouth and start bobbing my head up and down on it. Digusting. He makes me deep throat him, which causes my gag reflex to happen. I finish him and  grab my bag n phone and leave.

I wish I had someone to talk to but the counselors do no shit about it. The teachers don't even teach for fucks sake. The students here at all wanna be's and assholes so I guess I fit in.

I walk into the building and right away Jason starts hitting up on me. Like always I said no. He kept begging and begging so I kneed him in the balls. He grabbed his dick fell to the ground. I simply walked away.

I am already having a bad day and worst part is, is that I wanna die.

Hey everyone 👋 this is my first book and my first chapter. I don't know how I feel about this and I might end it here or start a new book idrk. I might start a smut book. I'm ok at writing smut. I'm not a virgin so it shouldn't be hard since I've had a lot of experience. Btw I'm 15 and a freshman. I play softball and basketball. And imma put my socials in here.

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