Hey Wattpad readers, been a long while been caught up with so many things lately. It's not good being honest wanted to kill myself ( obviously Didn't ) and just been really rough and then seeing stuff people posted and realizing people I was friends with lied and talked about me behind my back it hurts. Why I cut everyone off at this point, I hate hurting, hate feeling like I'm not enough, I hate this constant feeling. I miss some people a lot and missed being happy and ok and not suicidal and not going to the hospital constantly, but I'm happy somewhat i guess with my boyfriend he means everything to me at this point even tho I'm broken never feel enough for him tho. I'm trying so hard to be better it doesn't work. I hate being me never am right. I wanna be ok. So yeah I'm ok just hurting a lot....
