Nerve

Chapter one

001 - how I was, too who I am - Y/n Madison.

Everyone who was anyone was on nerve. Which meant I wasn't. I wasn't a nobody per say but I wasn't a somebody either.

My best friend Cara was popular on the international app. She had about two thousand watches. She thrived for the attention and to be known as the girl that wasn't like other girls. You probably know the type.

"So you got any ideas, lover girl?" Cara snapped me out of my love trance, it was one I was often in. I sit and stare at the boy I wished I could say three words too.

"Um no." I sigh looking back down at my camera, playing with the buttons trying to make her attention fall from me.

"Why don't you just talk to him?" She said it so easily, like I could just walk up to the Daniel Seavey and tell him how I've been pinching myself out of trances since I was 13.

"You can't sit here forever Y/n. You need to live a little" that's when Callum joined the party.

"I'm not ready" I shake my head violently.

"You've been saying that for years" Cara sighs as I lift my eyes to hers. "Your going to thank me for this" she starts to stand.

"Wha-What are you doing?" I panicked feeling like the answer was already so clear. "Cara!?" My voice gained a volume in a fight against the time but she'd already rouse to her feet. "Callum!" I turn my head for so help.

"Cara you can't do it for her" he laughed alittle. "It's something she needs to do alone"

Cara took no notice of mine and Callum's voices. She walked over to the clueless boy and said a few words, he looked over at me and then back to Cara.

I didn't know what to feel at this point, the secret I've held for so long was pushed out of me. What would you feel?

She comes back over and her facial expression told me the answer. "Y/n.. he said-"

"Why did you do that!?" I was over-come with anger, how dare she.

"You can't just wait around forever for a guy out of your league Y/n, I was doing you a solid" there was a few people looking at us - mostly me, but even with all my anger that comment hit hard.

"Out of my league" I nod at my 'best friend'. I pick up my camera and stand out of the chair.

"No, Y/n don't leave" Callum tried to help the situation but there was no fucking chance of me staying. "What the fuck Cara" he mumbled to her.

I left the small town café feeling ashamed, my best friend is selfish and often gets her own way but now after everything I'm not going to stand for it.