Love High

In the beninging

Buzz-buzz

Alex: are you ready? I'm waiting outside hurry up and get your ass out here b4 we're late!

Alex has been my best friend since middle school and tonight she wants to go to a retarded highschool party. Typical bullshit.

Scar:  I'll be there in a fucking second hold on.

I'm dressed in a oversized black hoodie fishnet tights and some black boots.

I hurry downstairs quietly and make it to the back door.. luckily my dad's drunk and passed out on the couch.

I make it to the car down the street waiting for me and get in. I'm greeted by my boyfriend and my bestfriend.
 
"Took you long enough" Alex bitched at me

I look over at my boyfriend and kiss him

His name is Jake we been together for a year but lately he's acting distant.

After I kiss him he jus awkwardly smiles and looks down.. I brush it off because it's normal at this point.

"Time to get fucked up!"
  
She pulls out two blunts from the arm rest between us along with a lighter.

We start blasting music and passing around the blunts till we're to high to think.

We had conversations but they were so fucking awkward and I was too high to care.
It's been like this for a while and it's a fucking cycle and any time I try to talk about it they brush it off.

Whatever we get to the party and walk in it's dead as fuck. So much for being in time it seems like we already missed it, there's shitty music playing and a few groups of people drinking and making out with there girlfriends.

"Wow amazing" I said sarcastically.

" I thought it was gonna be better I swear"
Alex said.

"It's whatever see you fucks later" I said as I walked away

I don't feel bad for being mean to her with all the shit she's put me through this past year
My home life sucks enough but it's like she's deliberately trying to fuck me over with everything and I wouldn't be surprised if Jake didn't like me anymore too.

I grab a drink or two or three one hour later I'm totally fucked up no sight of Alex or Jake but I dgaf

And I spot my friend max rolling joints at the table in the back of the living room

"Yo Scarlett, how you been?"

"Could be better still feel like shit, how bout you"

"I've been good, sorry to here that but you can talk to me whenever you need someone to listen."

"Thanks"

He hands me a joint before I walk away.
Im heading out the back door as I see this girl with short green and black hair with bangs
We make eye contact for a second and she smirks and and winks at me
I smirk back
She was low-key cute as hell
But I'm to fucked up to walk up to her cause I'll prolly gonna make a fool of my self