All I do Is Right, Write?

"Introduction In a half"

Welcome inside my artistic mind,

    If you  wonder of the things that you may find inside.

There are stories of my Life, so unreal!

    The experiences and my walk to heal.

To help others In some way for that's how I am,

    my nickname, It's said, Is "Soulja" But given name's "Cheyenne."

I'm a Man of many emotions, you'll come to realize.

    at first you may, lie, defy, argue or deny;

But our lives "are" Similar, no matter who you are.

     I believe we dance amongst the stars. 

For we're all miracles, miracles of Life!

    This Is just a book, I wanted to write.

To share what I've gone through, seen and heard.

    All I've felt, known, learned, doubted or was sure.

I must thank you, for you grant me such an Honor;

    Your Time Is precious, "I know" I hope you'll chill wit' me a lil longer.

For I value your company, I use to seek to be alone.

    For I spent much of my Life, "Surrounded By  Stone."

Which Is the title of "one" of my poems. It's among the first.

    It speaks of many days from whence I carried a curse.

Now that I'm free and have been given the chance to re-invent myself;

    I must share with you my many walks through Hell!

You must first walk through Hell to appreciate Heaven!

    As sure as If you were shootin' craps, seven come eleven!

It's cut and dried, or so they say.

    Yours  may vary a bit, but 4 the most part, It's paved In stone, seems to be the way.

For I've tried all my  Life to run from Destiny.

    But I'll be damned If It didn't get the best of me.

So here I am, barely hangin' on B!

    So I can share with you, the miracles I have seen.

Ever since I was a young boy and told I'd face something surreal.

     I know right?!! Now ya know how "I" feel!

For every time I think I can focus on any 1 or 2 things.

      around comes Fate to take away what, "beyond" pain, brings.

It's so sad to know you've been ridiculed and made fun of.

    Just because I'm an individual who's looking for Love!

I just can't believe, the odds stacked against me.

    It makes me wonder If morning I'll ever see!

I know peepz have got some stories, but come on yo'!

    If there was N - e - 1!!! I would've met one by now bro!

So ya, this shit, Is "Out there!"

    way beyond "Life isn't fair"

I've been scared.Believe you me.

Walk a mile In my shoes N you 2 will see.

     I get caught up at "Oh well?" I deserve It somehow.

Maybe I should start not allowing myself 2 get down.

      I know over and over again, we gotta hear It.

It's not 4 your a failure, but that you have a special Spirit.

    Now I'm noticing how along the way,

you dropped hints so I'd see someday.

     I am exactly who I am or who I need to be.

4 In battle we wear war paint 4 our enemy 2 see.

    I'm a disgrace In so many eyes my Lord Almighty.

Most either hate me or feel the need to fight me.

     I hold no secrets, I hold no answers left unsaid.

All I know Is how many times I've been brought back from the dead.

     So I could live 2 write this here book.

So you'd open It up and dare to take a look.

    At just how good you are! Or good you could be.

Come and take a look at the mess that Is me,

    Instead of what I'm doing right or wrong.

 there's the fact that together, we nothing but strong.

    It's beautifully amazing, the places this walks taken me.                                                                I'll keep closing my eyes as long as I can still see.

     How dark It looks from the inside.

 But what's beautiful, you can't hide.

      No matter where It was hiding or tried 2 remain.

You are beautiful and Introduction Is your name....

       written by:                           Cheyenne Yellowbird.
May 23rd 2020.