Snippets Of My Life

The Way It Should Always Be

Nowadays, I don't feel like engaging myself in any kinds of relationships.
I've been depressed eversince I was a kid. And I'm still trying to understand why. I thought having somebody by your side would make everything feel better. But I just got worse. I wanna spend some time alone for years and get used to it so I won't have to choose someone out of  loneliness. 
So I can fall in love and really fall in love without feeling bad about it.