When A Thug Cry

Hang Out With The Girls

Sevyn POV

It Was Two Weeks Before School Gets Out And The Girls And I Had The Whole Two Weeks Planned. I'm Excited For What The Summer Will Bring. Hanging With My Girls Is A Must.

"Where Do You Think You Going Sisi? You're Not Completely Grown Yet Girl!" Sevyn Mother Said Putting Away Her Laundry.

"Mom I'm Going With Ashley And Jessica To BJ's Party I'll Be Back By Midnight." I Replied.

Ms. Davis Shook Her Head And Said, "Okay I'll Be Up Waiting On You."

"Okay Mommy I Love You" I Yelled Out While Closing The Dope To Meet The Girls On The Corner.

Waiting On The Corner Of Bonnie Dr. And I Can See A Couple Of Gang Bangs At The Corner Store. Screaming Out "Aye Girl" And Of Course I'm Ignoring Them.

*Ring Ring Ring*

"Damn Jessica, Where Y'all At? I've Been On The Corner Looking Like A Hooker Waiting On Y'all." I Said With Attitude.

"We Five Minutes Away Sisi, Ashley Took Forever To Get Dressed But We Coming Girl." Jessica Said Of Excitement.

The Phone Hung Up And Soon As I Look Back Up It's About Three  Niggas Walking Across The Street Toward Me. I'm Trying To Hurry Up And Find Somebody To Call But It Was To Late.

"Damn Shorty I Know You Heard My Boy Trying To Holler At You." The First Dude Said

"Your Boy Wasn't Talking To Me, He Can't Do Shit For Me Standing Outside Of A Store."

"Well Bitch It Look Like  You Can't Do Shit For Yourself Standing Right Here" The Second Dude Said

"Mind Your Damn Business Fuck Boy, I Can Handle My Own Believe That" I Replied Back Point My Finger Trying To Protect Myself.

And Before I Knew It I Was Struck In The Head With The Butt Of A 38. My Life Started To Flash, I Can Heat My Heart Thumping Through My Chest. Riding In The Back Of This Old, Broke Down Ass Black Camaro. I'm So Scared Of What They Are About To Do And The Car Stopped. Now I Have Something Over My Head. I Could Hear Belt Buckles Dangling And Someone Holding My Hands And I Fainted Completely.

Barely Walking, Head Bleeding, Clothes Ripped Up, Hair And Make Up Messed Up I Stubbled Through The Door.  And There My Mother Was Sitting On The Couch Watching Tv Waiting For Me To Walk Through The Door. Scared As Hell I Fall Into My Mother's Arms. I Couldn't Open My Eyes Because Of The Beating I've Received From They Guys. I Could Hear My Mom Crying And Screaming.

"Sisi Si- Baby Are You Okay. My Mom Screamed Hysterically. Oh Lord My Baby, Lord Keep Her In Your Arms Lord, Cover Her In Your Blood Jesus."

My Mom Really Didn't Believe In Doctors So She Called My Aunt Jessie And Uncle Jeremy Over To Help Her Clean Me Up. I Could Hear Them All Crying As They Get Me Together. After About 4 Hours My Face Begin To Go Down From The Beating And I Can Open My Eye A Little. When I Peaked My Eye Open I Could See The Pain In My Mother's Eyes. From That Day Forward I Promised Myself To Stay On Track And Be The Best I Could Be. The Last Time I Seen My Mother Cry Like This Was When My Father Left Us For Another Women At The Age Of 6.

1 week & 2 days later

I Finally Got Myself Together To Go Back To School. My Fast A Little Swollen But It's Okay Cause I'm Almost There.

"Damn Sisi What Happen To You" Ashley Asked Walking Up To Me.

"You Got One Time To Back The Fuck Up Out My Face, Y'all Hoes Not My Real Friends." I Said Angry As Hell.

The School Day Went By Smooth After That Little Whatever Whatever. Everyone Was Concerned But I'm Fine I Have An Check Up Today So Hopefully Everything Is Good.

"Who Are We Checking In Today?"

"Sevyn Love"

"Middle Initial Is A D?"

"Yes Ma'am It Is"

"Okay We Have You All Checked In Ms.Love Have A Seat And The Doctor Will Call Your Name When Shes Ready."

10 minutes later

"Sevyn Love!" Dr. Hernandez Yelled Out.

"Hello Dr Hernandez."

"Hello Ms. Love, How Are You? What Bring You In Today."

Right When She Asked That Question My Eyes Begin To Water Because Of The Horror I Went Through. My Skin Begin To Tighten As If I Was Going Through It All Over Again.

As My Voice Tremble I Answer, " I Was Raped My A Couple Of Guys A Little Over A Week Around And I Want To Know If Everything With Myself Is Still Fine."

I Could See Dr. Hernandez Smile Turn Upside Down. "I'm So Sorry Ms.Love But I Can Help You With That. Down The Hall, Three Doors To The Left In The Bathroom It's A Couple Of Cups In There. I Need A Urine Sample. When You're Done Sit The Cup In A Napkin On Sink And I'll Get It And Review The Results With You"

"Okay And Thank You."

After A Whole Hour In a Half Someone Finally Knock On The Door And It's Dr.Hernandez And A Strange Women So I Instantly Start To Silent Cry While I Wait For The Doctor To Get My Paper Work Together.

"Ms. Love Your Results Came Back And You Are Negative As Far Any Sexual transmitted diseases Or Bacteria Infections. You Are Pregnant And Dr. Jones With Help You With And Further Questions About Your Pregnancy. Have A Great Day Ms. Love And I'll See You In 10 Weeks."

As I Still Cry The Other Doctor Begin To Speak.
"Hello Ms.Love As She Said Earlier I'm Dr. Jones And I'm Here To Talk About Your Pregnancy. Ms. Hernandez Shared With Me The You Were Raped By A Couple Guys. If You Decide That You Do Not Want The Baby We Have Options You Can Choose From. If You Want To Talk About Anything Or Have And Questions Or Concerns; Here's My Card Give Me A Call.