August's angel

Cant stay mad..

When we got there I kinda got butterflies seeing that house that I grew up in I mean I visit it every few months or so but every time I see it never fails so remind me of so many great and bad memories...

Once we pulled up I didn't waste anytime to run inside the house ...

I went to my old room to see it like it was every time I visited the same way I left it ...

I don't know why I'm acting like a little kid on Christmas Day but aug is right there's no reason why I shouldn't visit my mother more ...

I just laid on my bed and and stared at my ceiling ...

I seen aug stand in the door frame with a slight mug ....

" what?" I asked

" yo happy ass jus' made me carry both of our suitcases so you could lay on yo bed and look at the ceiling." He said

" pretty much ." I said laughing

" Ya moms is cooking breakfast but she said do you want some coffee? " he relayed to her message

" nah I'm good I'll be out there in a minute ." I said and with that he left my room

I went in my old dresser and found my year book from freshman year ...

I flipped through to the back of the book to see something that stood out ...

" Dear ang,
your lil burnt cookie looking ass is annoying as hell , why the fuck you want me to sign this when I live with you? your a weirdo but I'm the only one who can say that cause You know I don't play when it comes to my Gigi I know you probably see me as that annoying older brother but I see it everyday a good girl changes cause a nigga who wasn't worth her time in the first place corrupts her and I refuse to let that be you . your smart and your going to make something of yourself all you gotta do is stay focus and stay on your grind and leave these nappy headed ass little boys alone cause I will shoot them in they face . Oh And Gigi don't get use to this sappy shit cause you know that ain't even my style but I love you kid .." - your sexy ass brother

I remember this, it was the second to last day of school and all we had was finals and I kept asking cam to sign my yearbook and he kept saying no so I gave up then I guess when I was sleep or somewhere he wrote in it ..

I went into the kitchen area where my mother and aug was just talking ...

" took you long enough ." She said putting our plates on the table

" thank you." I said ignoring her previous comment

" your welcome , when's the last time you talked to your father ?" She asked randomly

" uhh ...on my birthday ." I said thinking about it

" and before your birthday when was the last time ?" She asked

" a month I guess ." I said shrugging my shoulders

" I hate that angel . I honestly think you should either move in with your dad or back here cause we wouldn't know if you were dead in a ditch cause you don't call us ." She stressed

This was that exact shit I was talking about like I know I don't visit or call as much as I should but every conversation doesn't have to be on this...

" mom I'm grown I'm not moving in with you or dad but why do you even care if I speak to dad?" I asked as I took a forkful of eggs

" just because we're aren't together doesn't mean we don't talk , actually were very good friends." She said matter-of-factly

" that's good I guess but mom can we stop talking bout this imma do better alright? " I said

" okay I don't want to make you feel bad I just don't want you shutting us out I only had two kids but you make us feel like we lost two kids instead of one I know you and aug took cams death the hardest but he's in a better place so there's need to dwell on something that was out of everyones hands" she said in her thick Spanish accent

" mom I'm not shutting you guys out and I'm fine I mean somedays I miss him a lot more then others but I'm not depressed , if anything I'm annoyed and entertained cause of that one ." I said pointing to aug who was stuffing his face

" okay enough of that , your 21 now when am I getting my grandchildren ?" She asked causing me to choke on air
As aug laughed

" no time soon why does everyone keep bringing up having kids that's scary." i said slightly laughing

" well at-least do you Have a boyfriend or someone your interested in?" She asked

See this was the exact thing I was talking bout like I don't wanna force aug in a relationship but how can I answer questions like this when I don't even know...

" I don't know ." I said shrugging my shoulders

" and why don't you know?" She asked

" well it's like when two people are just getting a feel for each other but Y'all aren't together but your not entertaining anyone else ." I explained

" oh okay and what about you aug ?" She asked him

" she couldn't have said it any better ." He said

That lowkey made me smile I'm not gonna rush him I'm still standing by what i said about when he knows let me know but I honestly don't have a legit reason to be mad at him ...

" interesting..." My mom said side eyeing us

" well I cooked for you guys im going back to sleep ." She said yawning before walking to her room

" were not low ." Aug said laughing

" my momma ain't slow atleast I don't think ." I said laughing

" she sure ain't she was side eyeing the hell out of us ." He said laughing

" come here ." I said a little above a whisper

" why?" Aug laughed

" boy if you don't come here ." I said smacking my teeth

" what man?" He said standing infront of me licking his lips that I became addicted to so quickly

I stood on my tippy toes and kissed him of corse I didn't drag it cause we are in my mothers house but depriving him of kisses was depriving me too...

When we pulled back he chuckled ...

" what happened ta you ain't gettin nothing until you tell me what you want." He said mimicking me

" shut up ." I said rolling my eyes playfully

" was dat your way of sayin sorry?" He smirked

" for what? I still feel how I feel but you made a point I guess ." I said not looking at him

" would it kill Ya ta say a nigga right?." He asked

" nigga no you aren't and shut up for I take back the kiss and ban you again." I said like I could actually take back the kiss

" chill , Don't play like that ." Aug dramatically as he played along with my silly ass ..

I hate the fact I can never stay mad at him...

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Don't hurt me guys 😂👀
She can't resist aug sexy self 😋💖👀
~ They cool again 👌

~ her mom had a welcome sign 😭

~ ang and parents aren't that close

~ Aww what can said in her yearbook

~ what gonna happen next?

Well nothing else to really say 😂 but

augs p.o.v next chapter 👌👀

Ang and her mom in the mm ☺️👌

* excuse any errors*