Looking down at my book so the teacher won't call on me. Faking illnesses so I don't have to see the people i dont like with. "you're not smart like everyone else" that little voice in my head repeats over and over, making me feel even worse about myself. Having to put on that stupid smile, that stupid laugh, that stupid "I'm fine" to avoid people asking more questions. Going home everyday crying while I stare at the ceiling and wiping the tears away quickly before my mom gets home "how was school" she'd always ask "good" putting on that stupid smile and asking her how her day was, changing the subject before I busted out in tears. stuffing my feelings into music and video games 24/7. It's fine because one day theyll find their way out
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Poetry• The title speaks for itself. - - • Just where I let go of everything😌✌🏼 - - • If you dont like people talking about little stuff, 🚪.
