Ash,
I am so so thankful that I met you, you know? You're an amazing friend!! No, an amazing best friend!! I would give my life away to give you the best life ever, because that's what you deserve, Ash!! I know we were a bit stupid and told everyone you were a boy and we were dating, but it was fun while it lasted!! I know you're straight, I'm so sorry I had to have a crush on you. But I'm so thankful you aren't disgusted by me, and that you still love me as a friend. Shichi would be nothing without you, absolutely nothing!! I would be nothing without you, and every single member of Shichi. You know how thankful I am that we met each other, the summer holidays when I, you and Shirley Unnie video called like every single day? We're amazing, you're amazing!!