deppressing poems

I'm Sorry

they said she died and I just wanted to hide I couldn't believe it and thought it was a lie but found out it was true ..
oh I was a fool and didn't want to talk too you because I thought I was too cool ..I wish I could just bury myself in a hole .

I acted like a jerk and I made you hurt by throwing them darts at you I can't forget  about how I hit your at your week points

I feel like I'm the reason you died cause just today I heard it was suicide I can't hide what I did and can't get rid of the feeling ...I'm sorry  please forgive me I just wish I could hear your Melody one more time but I can't because i ran out of time you  aren't around and I won't be able to hear your sound I wish I could go back to when you acted like a clown and joked around but no I cant because you left this world and there isn't a way oh I just wish it was yesterday .