Stuck on you

Decisions(1)

I'm in my junior year of high-school and I'm okay, I guess.

I only have one real friend, but I'm fine. Even though I do have a boyfriend, I don't consider him one. I don't really know why I even started dating him, we've only been dating for a few months. At first, it was cool just how any relationship is, but then it got awkward and uncomfortable for me. I thought we were going to be a good couple, but I think I realized that we were just a thing for the moment and only knew the basics of each other because we had class together. Everything I thought a relationship should be, was false in ours.

For example, We barely hang out outside of school. It was like everything was fake. I never confided in him, because he's sees everything as my fault. He gets aggressive at times, it's always when he are alone. He did get aggressive and grabby with me in front of some of his basketball friends, to prove a point to them a few times. I know I sound naive in the sense that I could easily leave him and cut all ties, but there were times where it felt like he was all I had. Now I sound like every typical girl from a movie. I've been wanting to break up with him because of what he's done. We watched movies together at his house (I'm not allowed to have boys over, without permission) and he tried to kiss me. I dodge that bitch, he was coming and I was thinking "oh hell nooooo". I dodged it because I was becoming digusted that I was with him after being treated so badly. He didn't get the hint so he tried again and failed again to then he force me to kiss him. With that grabbed my boobs from under my shirt, pinned me down on the couch while he pulled my pants down, and then just walked out the room leaving me there crying, scratched up, and humiliated, until he drove me home ever since then, which hasn't been long, I've been avoiding him

-----------------------------                ----------------------------I had finally gotten to my locker and starting putting my books in my locker when my soon-to-be-exboyfriend came up behind me. I tried so hard not to push him off and make a scene knowing he may do something in public or private, but I tired of being treated badly.

"Luke, I'm not in the mood" I say sounding as if I was pleading for space

"Babe whats wrong" he says trying to give me puppy eyes

"You know what's wrong. We need to talk about something after school" I said while closing my locker

I didn't even wait for him to respond, I just walked to my next class, Health, trying to hold in the tears that surely wanted to escape my eyes. 

I had to sit in a group of people, which wasn't new, but it was different because it wasn't the same people I had a month ago. Then again we were getting a new teacher.

His name was Logan or Mr. White, which is really ironic.

(You get it he's white, his name is white... no.. okay back to the story)

He entered and I'm not gonna lie he was handsome. As he introduced himself I was actually interested, unlike my other teachers. He had lived and traveled all the round the world at a young age and settled on teaching here in Cali. Throughout his whole introduction, I felt someone staring. I tried to ignore it, but it continued. I tried to look around without drawing attention to myself and I spotted the eyes that were staring so hard, Caleb Zion Kuwonu.

We had made contact for literally 15 seconds before I forced myself to quickly looked away. I could still feel someone looking at me. I tried to ignore it, for the rest of the period, but it was really bugging me. looked again to see that he was still looking at me. 

I made a "what are you looking at" face, and he finally got the hint that he should stop staring. The teacher had been observing the interaction and called out

"Indiah Miller and Caleb Kuwonu ", Mr.White called about sounding a bit unsure of who we were

"Yes", Caleb and I said in unison

"Zion actually", Zion then added

"ZION and Indiah, Can both of you see me after class?", Mr.White said

We both nodded, the class just looked at both off us trying to figure out why the teacher called out both of us. Honestly, I don't know why either nothing interesting happened.

"Okay class, even though I'm new you should all know about the baby project"

The whole class groaned. We all heard about in the beginning of the year, but no one thought we would actually be doing it. 

"I understand guys, it's not ideal to have a fake spouse and baby, but it's going to put a lot of things into perspective for you. So on Monday when you guys come back, you will be choosing your careers, age, and etc. So get excited"

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Class ended shortly after, Zion and I walked both up to the teacher.

"During the class I saw you two staring at each other, I wanted to leave you guys to speak to each other to see if you have any unresolved issues. I'm new so I'm not sure if there is any of that, but I just wanted you guys to talk whatever it is out, I won't have teenage drama in this class", Mr. White said ending his statement looking at me before he left and closed the door behind himself.

"That man is very strange" I said trying to break the very awkward silence between me and Zion

I did want it to seem weird, but it definitely was.

"Yeah", Zion said clearly very uncomfortable

"So, Imma head to my next class" I said gathering all my materials and dropping a few of them

Zion went to pick some of them as I went to do the same, we accidentally ended up touching each other. He quickly picked up the items I dropped.

"Thanks....yeah" I said making sure I collected everything while walking towards the door

I waved as was exiting accidentally tripping over air, yes air, I quickly got myself together. I heard a chuckle as I did that ... that was so embarrassing. As I headed out I saw Mr. White standing outside the classroom waiting. 

I waved at him and then he started walking towards me.

"Is everything okay between you too" he said looking at my neck, arms, and hands

"Yeah everything is fine, why" I say trying to cover myself

I forgot to say that I had bruises whether they were fading from being hit or from the other night. They all came from Luke.

"Just want to make sure nothing was wrong"

"Thanks I appreciate it"

"This may sound weird, but are you okay, like mentally emotionally"

"Ig, nobody has ever asked me that question"

"So"

I stay quiet because I wasn't sure, I could lie and say yeah I great or just having a rough day or I could say no. I guess he realized my dilemma and said,

"If you need anyone to talk to I'm here"

I nodded my head and walked to the cafeteria leaving him there in confusion and wonder. It was nice to know someone cared or at least I thought they cared, but that nice feeling quickly changed when I saw what Luke was doing.

Heyyy Guys,

This is my first story and I'm excited 😆. If your using a phone your going able to see that picture above and that's Indiah. This in a way is a fan fiction about Zion Kuwonu or is it 🤔. Please comment, star, text me, share, and moreeee ❤️.