space in my head
where stars and worlds collide
too much of nothingness
can't contain it everything expands wide
filled with sonder
each and everyday i wander
cloudy thoughts have me floating
storms inside much more violent than the ones on jupiter
ideas in my head much bigger than everything you could imagine
yet it could never happen
dreams of noise i wake up and hear it come to life
take the dullest knife
i expect it to cut wood
not like it ever could
not like it ever should
what else i'd cut
the throats of deep nightmares
haunting me in the dark i still see scary faces
i'd hope my words would take me places
just so i could stop hearing the grinding of dirty shoe laces
heart races
it begins to go off beat
i feel it every single time it never gets better
shoe laces trip my feet
i always trip i could never stand tall
i'd like to tie them but my fingers get wrapped up in wrapping
shout out my silent thoughts
too many things circling my mind rots
i float in my head but the space is suffocating
wrist dirty but there's no dirt
it happens when i'm drunk it doesn't hurt
i fly inside the rings that inhabit planets
put the rings on all ten fingers
my love it won't stay put my body lingers
i spread out my heart although i only pour out love that doesn't truly exist inside me
i have enough love to overflow space
though you'll never see the true thing unless you're truly special
they all stand in line the ones next watch as i stomp souls into their grave
they hope they'll see different but it never really is
