I am looking at her, and she is looking at me. We are sitting in a logy refreshing at outside. We can see a lake from far. Not so many people were there, well at least for sure no one is looking at us other from the waiter we called who is coming towards us. He came, ask us what we want, We told him and then he left.
"Love, how was your day today?" I asked her.
"Good and yours?"
"It was good too." It was around 10:30 in local time but the sun was covered by clouds. It was the kind of weather she love.
"BTW, why you call me " love"?" She asked me.
"Eh" I heard her but I have no answer so I had to ask back.
"Why?" She got mad.
I started calling her love from sometime. She doesn't call me with that. Of course because we don't have the kind of relationship to refer each other like that but deep down I feel we have feelings for eachother. But I clouldn't talk it out with her, niether is she.
"I have no answer." I replayed.
"Then stop calling me like that!" She said to me. Things felt like awkward.
"So love, how are you?" Said a voice, which... is ... exactly like her... but her?
I was looking down to the table, I pick my head up. She is looking at me holding her cheeks with her hands, smiling.
I didn't know who she is talking to cause I thought "she won't say that to me." So I replayed with "Eh, you talking to me?"
"Who else then, love?" She get me damn confused.
"Eh...Fine good." I have no idea why she is doing this. She told me not to call her "love" and now she is calling me it, and it was her first time.
The waiter brought the food, French fries and soft drinks. We started eating. My phone rang, I pick it up and start talking with a girl. When I look at her face. I saw that she got mad again. After I hang up the phone, "You flirting with some girl while am here in front?" She was mad.
Our relationship was so confusing, but seems like we both don't mind it.
"She is my friend's, the tall guy I showed you last time, girlfriend. She wanted to know where he is and she was also adding joke when she talks, that was why I was laughing too."
"Ohhh" she smiled again.
After that actions went like
I stretch my hand to feed her, she eat. At some point she refuses totally and then she do what I did, stretches her hand to feed me and I am supposed to eat.
The bill came. I pay. She wanted to share equally, but I told her the price isn't that much and she can pay the next we come.
At some point our conversations went like
"Don't talk to me"
"OK."
"Love, y u so silent?"
"Because you told me to do so."
"What if I did, don't u like me? Do u hate me?"
"No I don't"....
After a while , "Did I become weird today?" She make that pity face. But I always tell her the truth, and I was glad that she asked me this question. She wasn't like that before. Those things she did, confused me as hell.
"Yes, very much" I replayed.
"But you still love me, right?" That face again.
"You doubt?" I smiled at her. She gave me the same smile.
We get up to head home. It was around 12:00. She is a home girl, she can't stay out late, and also she don't want too. neither do I want her to. I like her like that, and it is good for her that way.
After we pick up our phones from the table and she pick up her purse, we started walking. She stayed behind. I thought "This weirdo girl, now what is she thinking to do?"
I talked out, turning around to her "Now what are you thinking to d..." I didn't know what was going on. My heart is pumping out rapidly. It is beating fast, I felt hot, so does she. Her hands were holding my jacket tight. She was close to me. Her lips, I can feel them melting in my lips. They are so sweet. She is kissing me. I send my hands around her hips, and hold it softly and kissed her back. She realises me quickly and run away fast.
I didn't want to follow her. I knew I would embarrass her if I do, plus I was...I was paralyzed.
I thought and somehow understand she was doing all that just to test me. Somehow felt like I passed the test that she arranged, to test my Patience and tolerance and responses towards her moody behaviours. I was so glad.
My heart is still beating fast, my eyes are following her, running out the logy, till she disappear from my sight. I imagine tomorrow, holding her hands tight, hugging her as I want. Cause now we are having a certain relationship, She is my Girl. MY Lifelong LOVE💝
