Catch Me When I Fall

It Shouldn't have happened

Sooo I missed the bus so it looks like I'm walking 3 miles to the apartment 

I've been walking for so long and it's getting dark I know a back way so I go to walk across the street looking both ways of course and as im half way across the street  to see a car going so fast and at that moment I can't move

 my body won't move  im stuck like a deer in head lights and what gets me out of my trance when I hear a SCREECHHHH from the tire but  it wasnt  enough time to completely stop then BAM I'm hit.  As i start to fall theres a rush of emotions then and there i realise that its not gonna get any better for me unless i work hard harder then im working now to live a better life for me and my sisters. I snap out of my htough when i feel my body hit the ground   i feel a trobing pain a pain ive never felt  and it hurts really badly a pain that seems like your life is over. i feel the hot tears streaming down my face i finally realize this might be it for me the life ive lived will never be the same. My body seems to coil in a ball it makes me feel safe and the pain seems to be going away I hear their door open and I hear a low scream "WHAT THE HELL WHY WERE YOU IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD"  

my body refuses to movie its like its my shell there to protect me i dont say a work not one I hear foot steps which makes me start to wimper he kneelsa down and with the motion my body uncoils and i feel myself come back to life as he lifts my head to looks at him " your bleeding hun" his voice has a hint of dominance but more of a soft caring tone  i look down to see i am bleading my leg i skint the side of my leg 

 " let me take you to the hospital its the least i can do for the pain i most certainly caused" he says  I answered with a soft no thanks and try to get up but he keeps me down and says  " your hurt little one"  with his words i shutter ive never done that I answer with a strong "I can manage" but  he looks at me with a stern face which makes me explain myself that look made me just want to explain everthing so he would stop looking at me like that so I said "I can't afford going to the hospital and I have to go home to take care of my family" his look softens and say a simple a okay   

He looks a me for a second  as if hes depating something then "how about I take you home and you call me in a day or two is that a compromise" he says as he picks me up bridal style  I giggle a little and say " yes that would wonderful thank you for your kindness"  he doesn't say anything just walks me to his really nice car an puts me in it  as he starts to drive I feel a sleepiness come to me I try so hard but it doesn't stop no matter how hard I try to fight it over takes me and bam im knocked out int he back of a randos car

I wake up by him touching my face his touches where very light and timid for a guy that looks like him he dosnt look like a soft guy but im not complainig when i look I see emergancy room and I look at him in horro i look at the time and it 7;30 the girls are out of school and barb would have taken them home right now i try to open the door but it was attomaticly closes by him "You arnt leaving" he practicaly growls at me i look at hime then try to open the door again by now he grabed my arm and screamed " STOP YOUR NOT GOING ANYWHERE" so i scream back " I LEFT MY SISTERS TO MY DRUNKEN FUCKING MOM I HAVE TO GO" i then kick him and he falls back and stays  as I hop out his car my leg gave out and he grabbed me and put me back in his car he buckels me back in " I have to go" i growl he growls back and says "I know where do you live "

I then tell him where i live and look out the window i then feel him staring at me so i look to see him look away quickly i smile to myself then my smile drops when we get back to the apartment building I can see the look on his face which i complete horro i then look at him to see him getting out and opening my door I get out to see his car fucking morice my moms abuser and lover i think he felt the fear because he wispered in  my ear and said " do what it is you have to do" walking to my door was the scariest thing i can imagine and hes still behind me when i opened the door i saw the worse thing  Taylor the oldest of my little sisters  beind puched  multiple times and Mali the middle one on the ground  holding her   stomach and i see blood on the grounnd theres boold every where and  Haysel the youngest  looks limp on the ground but I hear her growning and i scream i scream so loud   i feel myself get pushed to the side when i see dylan the guy that hit me with his car run in the room and punched morice multiple times  intill

It looked like he passed out by then i was  on the ground curled in a ball crying i hear my name but i dont get it  theres no point of talking it all my falt i snap out of it when dylan picks me up by my arm  and screams in my face and say " we have to get out Emery NOW" with that i never moved he then picked me up bridal style and when i looked up there was a ambulance there and something came over me i was shaking and BAM im out