Party of One

Drowning in a sea of tears

Have you ever felt like you are drowning? Like no matter how hard you try you can't swim to the surface. You eventually give up and let yourself suffocate.

Have you ever felt like everyone is against you? You try hard to fit in but, it never works. Then you just give up and cry yourself to sleep.

Well that's where I stand. Im Katlyn ,Katlyn Rose I just wanted for people to accept me for me. I understand people have it worst but I have my own problems in this cruel, harsh world. As I grew older I learned it everyone for themselves, think of it as wolves you don't make the kill your not full and satisfied. I guess that's how the bullies saw it anyways.

I was in 5th grade when this happened I was bullied but kept it to myself until I let it come out a little too much. My mom panicked and when straight to the office, let me just remind you this bully hates me already so my mom is making it worst. I was judged for my appearance and for how I acted, I just wanted to fit in then. Then there was 6th grade I moved to a new school I was glad for the new start. In the middle of the year I had 1 friend I could trust with my secrets. No one really liked me and I would get called names and would get bullied a little. Well that was not a problem until it was getting personal at that point I couldn't take it, the blade became my friend then. I got caught by a classmate and was told on and has a phone call. I had to have this long talk with my divorced parents. I'm in 7th grade and that whole fitting in "normal" crap yea I'm not buying it anymore. I'm done I can be as crazy and playfully "abusive" with my friends all I want cause you don't know me.