Unwanted Girlfriend [Published under LIB]

Chapter 41

“Love, please?” kumunot ang noo ko. Love? Kung ano-ano na itinatawag sa akin ng lalaking ‘to. “Let me come in, please?”

I heaved a sigh. Tumayo ako at lumapit sa pinto at binuksan ito, “Now what?” I asked him, brow arched a bit. He didn’t say a word. He just pulled me by my neck and kissed my lips. My eyes grew bigger as his lips touches mine. Hindi ko alam kung saan napunta ang lakas ko pero walang kakayahan ang mga kamay ko na itulak siya o pigilan man lang. He already kiss me before, and honestly speaking, I missed his lips.

I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around his neck. His hand snaked around my waist and pulled me closer. I let a soft moan as he kneads my waist. Naramdaman ko ang pagpasok namin sa kwarto. He closed the door I felt it against my back. He deepened the kiss as I pulled him closer, too.

Naramdaman ko ang biglang pagtigil ni Kerko, “Damn,” he whispered. I looked at him, panting. He hugged me and kissed my hair. “Ang hirap magkontrol.”

I closed my eyes. I know, ako din nahihirapan. “Let me go,” I whispered. Narinig ko ang mahinang pagtawa niya, “After that kiss, love, you’ll ask me to let you go? Seriously?” he looked at me, amused. “Never.”

“Kerko…”

“Have you kissed him the way you kissed me, Mikaela?” tinitigan niya ako sa mata. Hindi ako nakasagot. I haven’t done that with Lance. Yes, we’re making out pero hindi ganito. Hindi ko din nararamdaman ang ganito kapag si Lance ang humahalik sa akin.

Nag-iwas ako ng tingin ng hawakan niya ang magkabilang pisngi ko. “Mikaela…”

“Kerko, please…” I sighed. Mula ng bumalik ako, mas lalo lang gumulo ang sitwasyon and I can’t blame them, ako ang may gustong bumalik, kasi akala ko okay na ako… ang hindi ko alam, behind that thought, I wanted to see him more.

“I know I am asking for too much but I just want you to know that I’m willing to wait for you because I know, you still love me, aminin mo man o hindi.”

“Things are different now.” I told him. “May masasaktang tao and I can’t hurt him, I don’t want him to get hurt.”

“No matter how we try to save him from getting hurt, masasaktan at masasaktan siya. Masasaktan ka, but Mikaela, you should know if the pain will be worth it, kasi ako, handa akong masaktan basta makikita kong masaya ka.”

“Kerko…”

“I love you, Mikaela.”

“Kerko naman e,” I sighed.

“I love you, Mikaela ko.”

“Ker—“ hindi ko natapos ang sasabihin ko dahil hinalikan na naman niya ako. “Kerko!” marahan ko siyang tinulak.

“Okay, you’ll stay here, pero dito din ako matutulog.”