Dear Nigel,
You said I was the most perfect girl you've ever met
You said I was unique and very special on my own way
But you're wrong with what you said
I'm not perfect, I'm not unique, or even special
I'm just a...
I'm a typical brave girl who's ready to fight for what she believe in
A girl who's not afraid to be honest and frank with everyone
A girl who is loved by many because of her sweetness and kindness
I caught everyone's eyes because I am the little miss social butterfly
But they took advantage of that sweet little lady
I am now a normal girl who is sensitive, emotional, and clumsy
Sensitive enough that I would always get hurt mentally, physically, and emotionally
Too emotional that makes everyone mock me
Clumsy enough to be always in a fight or argument
I was once active in every part of my life, but now I would rather just lay down and think
What happened to her?
What happened to the old me who is cheerful and not problematic at all?
If I were to ask myself, I don't know the answer
Many people always asks, why would I be so sad and miserable when I already have everything?
Hindi ko sila sinasagot because I know that they would not understand me
They won't understand how my mind works
They won't understand what I feel
They won't understand how I view my life
They won't understand me
Thank you for being my friend for almost 5 years, I guess this would be the last letter that you'll receive from me
I know you find me annoying
I'm sorry I'm too annoying...
I'm sorry that I always send letters to you thrice a week maybe that's why you haven't responded to my letters for the past few weeks
You know I received a news that you already became the heir of your family
You can fulfill your dreams now
And maybe I can fulfill my wishes too
I hope you'll always be in good health Gel
I will always be proud of what you'll become someday
Even if we're apart from each other, I will still be by your side
I hope you'll live well...
Love, LA Herleston
