Every now and then, I think about everything that's happened to me, everyone who's effected me.
What would've happened if I fell asleep late, or ignored someone? Most things in my life would be changed.
I wouldn't be in the state I am in now... that's for damn sure.
Maybe everyone would stay happy.
Maybe somebody could actually do something about all of this crap.
Maybe I wouldn't have these thoughts in the first place.
Maybe...
There really isn't a thing I wouldn't do to make everything normal.
Too bad that's out of my reach.