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I was in high school and we started to get to know each other. He approached me first out of blue and I was suspected him why would he chose to get close to me of all the others but he reassured me in some ways that I later forgot to be cautions and trusted him wholeheartedly. I admit it was one of the best memories I had in high school and also the worst memories as well. All in all, I am glad that it happened but till this day I still don't know why it ended.
He was nice to me and took care of me very well just like I'm his sister. Months after months, we got even closer than before and was the shipped of the whole class because we were like a couple. With all the teasing I began to develop the feeling that I shouldn't have for him. I was a little bit awkward around him and every time he came by I started to feel the nervousness in my stomach and everything was vivid that I couldn't see properly might be because my pupils dilated. I don't like him at first but later when I got close to him, I started to notice more that he was a great guy, caring and kind of sweet too but most importantly, he had a really great smell. Weirdly enough I was the only one that was able to smell it while others said they didn't smell anything.
We was chatting and calling every single day and helped each other with the school assignments and so on. He would come over to my house and even got to know my parents as if his own, while i did the same thing.
I thought we had a thing for each other but I was wrong.
I thought i was important but I was wrong again.
I thought you wouldn't leave but I was wrong again.
After getting so close as if we were one person, he decided to leave all of a sudden just like how he came in. I was asking and begging him not to ignore me and giving me cold shoulders but he still didn't care. At least, I deserved to know the reason but he chose this way.
He gave me the reason to stop trusting people and not to open up to anyone again.
Thank you for the trauma. It's nice knowing you but I hope we don't meet again.
