I'm hurting
But not like the pain you feel when you step on legos
This hurt is different
It's not caused my anything physical
It's the type of hurt you feel under your skin and in your heart the type of hurt that you think about 24-7 the type of hurt that makes you want to crawl into bed and hide the type of hurt that causes you to hurt the people you care about this type of hurt this hurt is evil.
Loneliness is pain and pain is evil
There's so many people in the world yet I feel lonely
There so many faces around me yet no one ask my if I'm ok and that is pain
The feeling in your gut that's telling you your a failure and a fuck up that that is hurt
No one understand you
Your different
Your hurting
But it's ok because you can hide it till night time when the thought rush in your head and the feeling of all the pain comes back
Smiling is a front
So to me smiling is evil
