тeaѕe [COMPLETED]

Twenty Three.

Just laying in my bed I yawned again. It's time for Mira to arrive. I looked up when I heard the door unlocking. I sat up. Within seconds Mira came into our room. She threw her bag somewhere in the room and threw herself on the bed besides me. Still in her outfit. I shook her shoulders and she looked at me.

"Yah yah what do you need?" She glared at me. I pouted like a lost puppy what makes her smile.

"Fine, I will listen to all your cryings, first let me get fresh. You again escaped your office but I really had a long day." She stood up and chose something comfortable to change into.

I sighed and layed down speeding my hands.

"You should be good to me. I feel so bored all the day staying in my bed. I feel like a zombie."

She went in and came back changing. She took her phone.

"Pizza?" and I nodded. She dialed the number and ordered pizza for us.

"Eonae, you should at least go out. Ugh wait!" She stood up and came back with a perfume in her hand.

"Mira!! DON'T!" I yelled. I am allergic to perfumes.

"How many days you haven't showered EONAE!!!"

"Just five days." I pouted.

"Look at yourself, your hair, your clothes... Umm you look like a beggar. I don't know what should I call it. Beggars would also get offended by this."

"You are so mean."

I crossed my arms. She giggled and put the perfume away and hugged me. She kissed me on my cheek.

"My baby sister."

Mira left when the pizza arrived. We just ate the pizza and I couldn't insist Mira to stay up with me. She really had a tough day and I shouldn't be disturbing her. So I let her sleep. I came downstairs as I couldn't get any sleep.

I slept the whole day. Nights have become my favorite time of a day now. I stay up in nights and sleep in days. For how long this has been going, I have no idea. I stopped checking the dates and the news. Dates always remind me that Sehun's engagement day is coming soon and his all over the news. His company and Saira's company just get engaged too so the medias are making it a big news. Soon his and her engagement will be on the news too. I should keep myself away from it all.

I sat on the couch being bored. I had countless call from Baekhyun and I informed him that I won't be joining the office any soon. I heard that Sehun also doesn't go to office too often. He is busy handling the business with foreigners. Most of the time he is out of the country. Still I am afraid to go to the office if I meet him and I wouldn't be able to hold myself in front of him. I am sure he will ignore me from now on but gosh that will hurt more!

I sighed. I am thinking too much about him. I haven't see him for a whole month. But Eonae that's the reality. That man isn't yours. You have to live your whole life this way. I tried to convince myself. It's so hard to do.

Ignoring everything that was happening and it's killing me. I have nothing to do at this hour. I want to go out and I looked at the watch. It's 2 AM. I put my jacket over my shirt. Winter is coming soon so it's better if I wear this. I am sure it's going to be chilly outside.

I carefully opened the door not to make any sound. I stepped out. City is really beautiful in nights. No noises, people were sleeping. Under the city lights it was only me and a few cars. I walked ahead to the road. I kept on walking. None is gonna notice me as there was none.

But I stopped when I saw a blurry tall figure very far from my vision. And the cloudy wind made it more blur. I wanted to take more steps but didn't. It would not be safe to walk around alone at this hour. What if that person harm me?