☹ suicide ☹
march twenty- third , two thousand fourteen ;
Luke plugged in
his phone to the small black speakers
he had in his room
and listened to the only song
that he could listen to
the song that "she"
use to love hearing
'This is gospel for the fallen ones
locked away in permanent slumber
assembling their philosophies
from pieces of broken memories,
Oh, this is a beat of my heart,
their gnashing teeth and criminal tongues
conspire against the odds
but they havent seen the best of us yet,"
"If you love me let me go,
cause these words are knives and often leave scars
the fear of falling apart
and truth be told, i was never yours."
Luke replayed those words
in his mind
"i was never yours."
she was never his?
she always lied to him
and never told him anything
he would ask her if she wanted to come over
but she would always say she has something else to do
something better could possibly
mean someone better?
Luke suddenly felt angry
he refused to say her name since
she killed herself.
He knew if he said her name
so casually,
he would fall apart.
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is anybody else infatuated by brendon bc same
daily jokes am i right ladies
what do nosy peppers do?
they get jalapeno business
someone laugh at me pls
i swear im cooler in person
