An October collection

October 1st.

The month just started. It's already off to a shitty start. School started so most of my friends aren't around.
They aren't people I met physically but I met them online. On an app called mistcord. It was originally for gamers but a lot of people started using it for other things.
I had a lot of trouble finding people to talk to for the first 2 years of being on it. Most people on it are assholes. But there's a few that are pretty cool.
I joined the server because of an ex of mine. They weren't really find of him. And he didn't like following rules. So he left. I stayed. They were nice to me and I didn't want to lose that. We broke up so now I spend all of my time there. I like making people smile in small ways.
Some of those people are more like family to me though. They cheer me up when they can tell I'm sad without me saying anything. They're there for me and I love them for it. I haven't told them, but I'd be dead if it wasn't for them. When shit went down with my ex, I would have been alone. They picked me up and told me that I deserve to be happy. They encourage me to live my life better. To do things I want to do. To learn how to love myself instead of changing for someone else. Be the best vampire I can be.
Oh. I don't think I told you my name yet.
I'm Desdemona tinae draculae. I'm 2100 years old. But my mom still treats me like a baby. I'm not really allowed to go outside. My mom said I'll burn if I do. So I try on cute outfits in front of my mirror and post it on spookgram. I average 7 likes per post. Which is more then normal monsters get.
I wish I could go outside.. but I can't. Mom said humans try to kill monsters. So I go through the tunnels to hang out with people. Sometimes do other things too. I have very little freedom.
Talking to my friends though, I'm getting the courage up to sneak out and go on my own adventure, maybe to meet my friends but to explore the world. It won't happen any time soon though. For now, it's just an idea. I haven't made any plans yet. Oh, I got to go. My friends want to talk.