I try to reach out to someone
hoping they'll notice
Hoping they'll notice something is wrong
something is different
You hope they hear the voice inside your head screaming at the top of your lungs
When you explain to them it's complicated they make fun of you for not being able to tell them
They think you can't trust them anymore
They think is odd why you can't just go up to them and say I'm tired of living
But they don't know how hard it is to do that
Even though you want to tell them you can't
No one is holding you back but your conscious saying they will think you want attention
You hope they'll notice on their own
But they never do
And once they do figure it out
It's too late
