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I am not afraid to lose you but I am afraid that you will lose yourself if I hurt you.

I am not afraid to let you go but I am afraid that one day, karma will hit me up and send someone who will hurt me like I did to you before.

I am not afraid to see you walk away but I am afraid to walk away and see you breaking if I look back.

I am not afraid to hear that you don't want me anymore but I am afraid to say that I am the one who keeps on falling out of love.

I am not afraid to see your disappointed face when I can't please you with the things I do but I am afraid to admit that you, yourself, disappoints me in every thing you say and do.

I am not afraid to face the truth that we will come to an end no matter how hard we try to work this out but I am afraid to see you  looking stupid, denying the bitter truth which is already in front of you.

I am not afraid to lose your trust because I know that I deserve it but I am afraid that you will never trust someone again in love because of me.

I am not afraid to wake up without good morning text from you but I am afraid that one day, you'll wake up and realize that I've already given up on you.

I am not afraid to be blamed for causing pain but I am afraid that no one could ever take that pain away.

I am not afraid to leave you but I am afraid that a part of you will die if I decided to.

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