Blind Of Feelings

7 : Los Angles

I tried to move Kentrell off of me, trying to get my MacBook out my backpack but he wouldn't let me

"Stop" he grumbled tightening his arms around me and biting my neck lightly "Let me go Tink, I need my laptop" I said trying to move him but it was no use

"Go ta' sleep" I listened to what he said and turned the lamp off going to sleep

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I had just dropped Kentrell off at his abdomen so he could see his family

I was now inside of Journeys getting me some shoes

"Which one?" I said to myself holding two pairs of vans to add to my shoe collection "I'm just going to get both" I said with a shrug before hearing someone yell across the store

"AYE SHAWTY IN THA' RED" someone shouted before I heard footsteps behind me but I still didn't turn around

I wasn't interesting in making friends now .... or even ever

"Aye shawt- woah what tha' fuck" he said when I turned around looking at him "Damn you black as fuck" He said and his crew laughed

"Where you from? Africa? I think you was in tha' sun a little bit too long" a girl with bright skin said and they all laughed

All of them were light skin with weave in , it was 3 boys and 3 girls

I tried to walk away and pay for my things but they kept following me

"I bet nobody every loved a black bitch like you" I tried to tune them out as I payed for my shows, I thanked the Cashier before quickly exited but I was pushing

"Why you leaving so quick shawty? We just wanna talk " another boy said with curly mixed hair and flat lips

I tried to get up but was pushed down but with a kick in my stomach which made me groan under my breath and hold my stomach

I finally got up and hit back but quickly regretted it when she pushed me on the floor causing me to hit the back of my head which hurt hard

I felt dust connect to my body and stomps on my stomach

I tried to cover my face as best as I could but it didn't work

People surround in a circle just watching and no one helping a back girl get jumped by a light skinned group

"You're a piece of shit and no one will ever love a black whore" one said before they walked away, I hid the pain and sucked up the tears that was forcing to show but I wouldn't ..... not infront of all these people

I tried to get up but failed and laid back down feeling pain rush through my body

Tears began to roll down the sides of my cheeks as I finally got up and limped to my car trying to hold my body in my arms, grabbing onto anything to prevent myself from falling