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Life's a Beach, then you die {poetry}

Poetry

There are certain emotions that you can't quite put into words but you want to do everything you can to just *try*. Sometimes you don't want to share your feelings, sometimes you do and the latter is what I'm doing now. I want to talk about my feeli...

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Still

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by thetwenty2ndpilot

by thetwenty2ndpilot

You still look at me the way you used to

You still smile when I speak

You still make my heart flip

You still make me laugh when I am weak

And it's not as strong as it was before

But I know it's still there

And I don't want it to be

But I know you still care.

I said I didn't love you anymore

And I thought that was true

But every time I fall asleep

I still think of you.

I know I'll never have you

I hate myself for this

Because I know I deserve better

But I still think of our kiss.

Every time I think I've forgotten

My heart reminds me again

Of what I could have had

Of who I could have been.

So I subject myself to watching

And just being your friend

And making myself realise

That this time, it's the end.

~ written a week and a half after the previous because I'm sad and don't know how to let go of people :)