Awake

CHAPTER 1

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Past

"Alejo!!" Tumingin ako sa likod para nakita kung sino ba ang sumigaw ng pangalan ko at nakita ko young kaibigan ko tumatakbo papalapit saakin.

"Bakit?" Mahinahon na tanong ko sa kanya ng makarating sya sa harapan ko hingal na hingal.

"San-dali" Sabi nya huminga muna ng malalim hinintay ko sya hanggang sa kumalma sya atsaka tinanong muli.

"Bakit?" Tanong ko

"Pinapatawag ka nila Tito at tita Perez sa hospital " sabi nya.

"May mangyari ba kay Jane!?! Ano stable ba sya!?!" Tarata Kong tanong dahil nagaalala na talaga ako.

"Hindi nila sinabi basta pinapapunta ka nila doon ASAP" And with that I ran downstairs hanggang sa makarating ako sa parking lot at pinaandar na ang aking kotse.

Now I'm driving my car at full speed, I don't care if someone chase me but all I care for now is her, getting to see her.

I ran as fast as I can to her room which is in 5th floor.

Nang dumating ako ay bubuksan ko na sana ang pinto ng may narinig along umiiyak at sumi-singhot singhot kaya ako natigil, Anong nangyayari? Tanong ko sa sarili ko.

Ng binuksan ko na ang pinto ay tumambad saakin sila Tito at tita na umiiyak I got confused why are they crying? but when my eyes darted at the trembling body of Jane I walk to her.

"J-Jane"

"A-alejo?" Sabi nya at sabay ko ring hinawakan ang kanyang kamay.

"Yes baby" Sabi ko.

"Sorry kung Hindi ko na matutupad ang pangako nating dalawa na magpakasal when the right time comes right?, Pasenya na kung maiiwan kita ng maaga eh hanggang dito na lang ako eh pero kailangan mong mag patuloy you have to walk to the path yourself, the path that we build, the path that full of obstacles that we push through, the ups and downs that we pass by, the funs that we enjoyed-" Habang sinasabi nya iyon ay hinawakan nya ang aking mga pisngi at ipinagdampi ang aming mga noo.

"-but you don't have to wait for me you have to move on, move on with your life, enjoy life while it lasts just remember I will just be in your heart sasamahan kita sa mga adventure mo" habang sinasabi nya yun ay bigla syang pumikit nilalabanan ang sakit.

"At ito ang pangako ko sayo na Hindi mapapako, I will be at the end of the path waiting for you with a big smile and feeling proud of you because.....you became the man that I want you to be, stronger....smarter.....and wiser........just remember this you are my knight who saves me from danger, My light who lights my darkness, My guide to my home....and you are my home.....comfort and most especially my greatest love of all remember that" Sinabi nya habang bumababa Ang Lang Ang mag kuha.

Ngayon pareho na kaming tumatangis.

"No, we have more adventure's to come we have a long way that's waiting for us, obstacles that we have to push through were gonna do this together" Pagkukumbinsi ko sa kanya na Hindi pa ito marami pa kaming tatahakin.

"As you said we have a long way to go but Alejo Baby I can't anymore I can no longer fight for us"

"Then I'm gonna fight for us I'll fight for you!" Sabi ko

"No, fight for yourself please baby I can't bear the pain I'm tired please baby let me rest for a while please let me sleep" Sabi nya nagmamakaawa at ngayon bakas na sa kanyang mukha ang sakit.

Unti-unti akong tumango dahil Hindi ko na kaya nakita syang ganito, ganitong nasasaktan na.

"Thank you Alejo...... I love you" it an ang katagang narinig ko sakanya.

Well I always dreamed of fantasies where there's a happy ending, where there is no pain.

But this is reality lahat may hangganan, may katapusan, may dulo lahat pwedeng mangyari sa isang iglap.

This is my faith.

This is my Destiny.

Mangyayari ang mangyayari wala ng magpapabago dito dahil ito ay para sayo talaga kung sayo sayo kung Hindi hindi.

And this is my reality watching my life crumble into pieces as I see the love of my life lying in the bed lifeless.

"Blaire Jane Perez time of death 9:32pm"

I wish I known you sooner, love you sooner, married you sooner.

I wish you would stay by my side not as just my girlfriend but my wife and the mother of our children.

Habang iniisip ko iyon ay unti-unting bumabagsak ang talukap ng aking mga mata and it started to get heavier and heavier time by time.

That time my heart decided to sleep dahil sa pagod slowly and gently my heart sleeps.